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last drunken night for a week folks happy drunken not so awake injured morning folks. yeah I said injured. I didn't do much yesterday, whip through some fan mail with a local but other than that just went to work and read my book Mine Eyes Have Seen the Glory because the big boss was gone all day. So it was pretty nice and the book is on the evanglical subculture in America. I highly recommend it, it's very good, and reminds me of my religious phase back in middle school. I kind of miss those times and I would go into detail on it but I have a lot to cover and a hand that isn't too happy right now. So short plug, read the book. If you want my copy let me know, will sign it and send it for some petty cash. anyway, about the hand. It's the whole left side thank god for that, but it hurts. Spk and I were heading out for drunken fun at about 11:30 last night and I had on a tight tee and my lil red mini skirt and no undies. I realized I should probably go back for panties but I was already out so I blew it off. anyway, we were walking past the police station and I was doing an impression of how black guys wear their pants halfway down their butt when I hit the wrong part of the sidewalk and my right ankle shot out and I went down. I cursed and cried and when I saw my left hand with some skin hanging off I got even more worried because I could tell that I did something similar to my left leg. Spk was a dear and so was this other couple who checked in on me, and he helped me back to the house and let me clean my hand and then helped clean my calf. It was horribly ironic though because I was just thinking earlier in the day about how my bruises were going away but God decreed that I needed more scar tissue so here I am with a huge scrape on my left leg and part of my hand torn off. We cleaned it all up though and I only whined a bit with the alcohol before heading out again. The sad thing is that I was stone cold sober at this point and Spk was making fun of me by saying he had gotten less road rash from falling off of his bike. We hit the H though and had some fun there. I showed him the basement bar and he really enjoyed it. We got drunk as hell and threw darts. I decided to stop when I threw hard and hit the eraser, knocking it onto the floor, and then I threw again and the dart flipped over and whacked the eraser on the floor. ooookkk time to take the sharp objects back before I hurt us... I tried some butterscotch puckerage stuff and it was really good and didn't taste like booze. very nice shots. we also chatted with a nice older woman there. I thought she was cruising us so I wanted to talk to her. she was at least 65 but I couldn't tell and she was nice as hell so I was a bit taken in. That changed however when we headed upstairs to check out the karoke. We couldn't submit a song though because we left at 2ish and they only had a half hour more to run. anyway, while we were getting up Spk spotted her seat filled with piss puddles and her pants that were soaked. I gave her the benefit of the doubt up til then but I couldn't handle even hearing about it so I have no idea how he dealt with seeing it. We said our goodbyes when the bar closed and we had to ditch her. It was a bit sad all in all but neccessary. so we headed home when they threw the lights on. we stopped from our run and talked about everything that was going on with us. It is amazingly easier to talk about us when I am fucked up. Spk was a total sweetie and told me how much he loved me and plucked a flower for my hair and kissed and held me while I dissed myself about my bad swinging decisions lately. totally supportive so thanks. and i was glad to see him let loose that evening after all the bad shit the last few days. yea a joint would have been nice but all of my people are dry and his just aren't responding and life sucks. before fully heading home though we went down what is now our alley...lol...and we both pissed on the sidewalk. I had a huge load to go and totally soaked the hell out of this tile and he was a little miffed that he wasn't watching. I couldn't hold it though. the undies were off and the piss just flying. but that's okay. as with all drinking I had to do it again later. he wanted to do something kinky so he took me onto his lap on the toilet and made me pee on his cock. I didn't have as much then but I had fun doing it and he told me that it was hot. He wanted more but he was stone cold asleep when I had to go again later that evening. eventually after that we slept. didn't make love but after all the emotional stuff i didn't need to. he told me about his theory behind the Norwalk Incident last year which is that the girls we upset were stripping during the daytime for the pro teams and they got complaints because of their behavior so they pinned something worse on us to cover their asses. Honestly, I think that is the case because what we did was bad but we did it late at night long after everyone was asleep and the men that were there weren't against the performance. hell, we were getting tips and offers for me to continue somewhere else! and yeah, I will admit that the show was a bad idea but spk's boss didn't investigate the issue before pulling him off of the team. So, yeah, I think the groupie gals got yelled at for taking their clothes off during the day and saw our golfcart and merely shifted the blame. It kind of sucks but we weren't innocents so it's not like I can claim it as complete injustice. as spk put it last night, shit happens. so I have 2-3 hours of sleep now and I can't take uppers because I have to start the Zelnorm meds for wednesday next week. I hope they don't do anything horrible to me. I decided that I will sleep if I need to when I get home. If I need to leave work early too it's okay. I have been having a fun week doing stuff slowly and I ran into another girl in women's studies doing a thesis and she hasn't even started her reading so she gave me props for even getting as far as I have. she told me that I wasn't behind, anyone who attempted anything over the summer was ahead of the game, so I felt a bit better. this week off is sitting fine with me. I just hope that I can keep up with my research in the fall. Daphne |