Booze does not equal Food
bah mad mad craziness bah.
I so need to update my paper journal one of these moments.
I keep getting things from UM telling me to get all of this damn anti virus software, although I already have Norton thanks to the emachine company. I decided not to do it. I know how to fix these bithes when they go down and going nutty about the virus thing makes me too paranoid to continue.
Did the tube test again yesterday, only half a session so only got paid $140. not bad but I need more. haven't seen any clients yet but looking for a big payoff with my regular in a week or so for doing a two girl run. I waived the procurer's fee but it's still going to be a lot of fun and pretty nice. Taking D with me because I still haven't made my indecent proposal to Bishy yet. Haven't seen her in a while. If TS was a real girl I would turn her out too but she's not. I might find a use for her along the way though.
I am such a madam.
Last night was a fun night. Hella bad. Exempting the near-death experience for yours truly, perfect.
Top Hat and Moscat came over and we all hung out for awhile playing Trivial Pursuit (this is the night where I was totally geeky) and then we headed to EMU to see Mars. Top Hat told us this was the closest it would be for a very long time, cannot remember how long, and the line was huge. very funny. about to head back out there to check out EMU with Moscat today. Anyway, it went fast though, I think we were the third group up there and Mars was this blurry yellow dot through the telescope and I picked up a better pic of it for a donation. Got to get on top of the roof there though and that view was worth the queue even if Mars wasn't so spectacular.
Took off from there, wandered Ypsi. Found a nice shower curtain that I think I might turn into a tablecloth. It is one of those celestial print thingys. Headed home and bought the extremely cheap but good 3/$1 malt beverages at Main Party. I think we bought 12 for us, 3 of us. Drank a lot at this point while playing Monopoly. I lost horribly which is rare but for some reason I could not land on anything that I could buy for the longest time. Ended up with just the Baltic slums as a monopoly and a lot of money, so yeah, died.
We moved into 20 Questions, the board version, and this is when I had my lovely near-death experience. For some odd reason, even though it was only 1+ drinks I started getting really sick. My stomach was cramping like a badass and I went to the bathroom to try and throw up. It didn't work. Top Hat complained of being really lightheaded and messed up so he didn't want to drive at this point. I kept trying to puke and then I decided, when nothing came up, that maybe I needed food. So I grabbed some peanut butter and some cheese and started eating. Quickly I felt better. I ran back into my room and smoked a bit so that I could stabalize and I realized that I hadn't eaten anything since Potbelly at about 6:30pm and this was about 3:30am. Hmmmmm
We made a run out to the Fleetwood which was super nice to me when I got paranoid while explaining to the waitress, who was thankfully NOT Eviva, that I was hypoglicemic and I hadn't eaten in a long time and I was having cramps and that I needed something that could be cooked FAST. like ANYTHING FAST. she took my French Toast order before the boys and threw it on the grill for me. I ate up long before they did and everything was fine. Thank god.
So new rule, booze does not equal food. anorexia has to be balenced with some form of eating somehow. I have been working recently to retrain my body to its normal student diet, which is next to nothing if I list it out, and it's revolting. I need to eat more often in smaller chunks and even when I am drinking I need to make sure to eat. Even if my fasting abilities are getting much better.
I also realized that I sleep more when I don't eat to calm my tummy down. but sleep is good at least. not that I would know what with having 4 hours or so.
after dinner, headed back home, and played 20 Questions in our heads. we aren't very good players though. Had a nice cuddle with Top Hat though while playing. Nothing sexual, he is just one of those perfect cuddlers. Not fat but not thin enough to feel boney or musculely. Warm but not overheating. Tender and strong and smells good, just someone that would perfect to sleep next to :) had a fun night making passes at him too, he is one of those ideal guys to marry for me because of the good brains, breeding, open-mindedness, and just general good guy tenderness stuff. Moscat feels too much like my brother or something to cuddle but a nice snuggle with Top Hat when we were both exhausted and filled with warm food was pleasant. Nothing sexual, fully dressed on top of the bed sleepy snuggling with a good safe friend. I used to have a major crush on him and I told him at one point but he said he was clueless about it when it was going on. We're just friends now though and that's pretty cool with me because he's okay with who I am and I appreciate that. Good guy and a great catch for whatever woman he ends up with, even though I know that isn't his goal right now. Swell gent though all around and one of the last of that kind.
He headed off though and Moscat and I went to sleep. Only enough room in the house, you know. We talked for awhile but nothing much. Decided Moscat will now be Jewboy on here because he claims everyone calls him that anyway for no reason and he doesn't get my nickname for him.
So off to explore Ypsi for no reason at all. :) Then maybe a nap before seeing spk tonight. But if he's tired maybe not. I am doing good so far and I wanted to be up late. Can't tonight because of tomorrow's meeting, grrr.
I also decided that I am not doing any more notes til school starts. and not agonizing about either. seeing my friends and stuff is nice and I miss everyone. If you're local I plan to hold a drinking party next weekend so say hello sometime.
oh yeah, checked out Jewboy's place this morning and it is pimpin'. I hate him. He has a HUGE bathroom with a big tub in it. I think I might be over there taking baths. He's right up the street from me now too which should work out well.
Okay my sunburn is now popping into little pockets which have some sort of oil in them when they burst open. Is this normal? I have some peeling going on too which looks normal but what the hell about the oil pockets? Let me know, part of me thinks it's time for the FREAK SHOW sign to be put out. LUV YOU SPK!!! LOOKING FORWARD TO TONIGHT!!!