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life, birth control, and everything hey all again...I have no idea how I managed so many page views yesterday because I was so busy with shit that I never ended up updating. as soon as I wrote the blah entry my PC arrived and things started looking up. I am working on it right now and I love it!! the only issue I have with it so far is the touchpad drivers are a little too sensitive for me and the keyboard will take some getting used to because of its size. Other than that, this thing runs like mad. Been able to run 4-6 applications at once with no problems. the internet is super fast as is the processor and I love it. It's awesome. The only other issue I have had was with the cable modem, plugging it in and out, it doesn't like that, so occasionally I have to turn the bastard off and reset it and all of that. So it goes. Otherwise, working fine and very happy with the online purchase. grr oh yeah the touchpad has a nice scrollbar feature going on that my hands like to run across from time to time which keeps me on my reading toes. as for the last few days...been PMSing and questioning my life hardcore. You know, where I am going, do I like who I am and all that. Sad sad stuff to finally think out but TS is right, it needs doing. So finding out the answers is important and although it has been bringing up a lot of issues for me, it is helping. I am getting a better picture of myself and my life right now and I think I might make some changes to it to suit me better. Not too sure what or how many at the moment but I know that my work is my primary focus and that I need to not lose sight of that, even if the people I am with don't appreicate it. I want to be successful with my work and give myself more creative space which I think is getting squashed with other goals and interests right now so I think that I might work on reclaiming my own time for myself. Of course school is starting and I won't have any time to myself so let's see how that goes. Moscat and Top Hat are heading out tonight for what, we don't know. I am going broke with expensive toys and things so I doubt we'll be doing a hell of a lot but I am sure it will be fun. We all need to catch up with each other because it has been months since we have been in the same area and I miss them both dearly. I must admit that summer does suck because although I can get out more, there are far fewer people to get out with. We are circling the wagons at five though so let's all hope that things go well. and for those who are wondering, TS and I had a lovely first date. We wandered out to West Park and had some cheap Mike's ripoff sort of stuff out there and got caught in a rainstorm. She had the silly idea of posing in front of the beer sign on the way out and I had the silly idea of climbing up the railroad tracks on the way back. I got soaked doing it too. She led me back to my place, which was the closest, and I changed. She was nice and polite about things though and we talked some more and traded back rubs. I told her a lot about spk and that at the moment all I could be was friends and she seemed okay with that. I had to ask her to leave soon though because it was getting late and I needed to be up early to go to the girl doctor the next day. We both had an intense connection with each other though and I am glad to have met her, even if it can't be physical. She is a wonderful person and WOW haven't felt something so moving in the first few hours in a while. As for yesterday, went to the gyno and had a really nice time. I drew a very sensitive and kind girl doctor, instead of the bitch I had the last time, and she was kind and sweet about everything. got turned out during the ovarian exam though and i hope she didn't mind. It isn't often I get young skinny hot blonde chicks reaching their whole arms into my cunt. I was pretty wet afterward when I went to change. Oh well, at least she could get in there without a problem, right? I decided to change birth control while there too. I am too scared about missing the pill and I wanted to go on the shot but she warned me that a lot of women don't like the shot because it makes you bleed at unpredictable times for the first three months or so and she suggessted the patch. So I am now a patch gal. Haven't started yet, still waiting for the period, and will start sunday. They supposedly don't lift off and work like nicotine patches and should do really well. They gave me a ton of them too, like four months worth, because they were due to expire after September. So I have at least a free month for myself and if anyone else wants the rest, please speak up. I spent the rest of the day with the computers. I have to go get some paperwork done with Jacobsen and pack up the system for my father but other than that I am done for the day. Onto the drinking, smoking fun with the boys!!! Damn I miss those guys. this should be a lot of fun. Daphne |