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Frustrations Arrrgghhh of course the one co-worker I can't stand HAS to stay another two weeks. They told me she'd be gone TODAY and I was SO happy to make it through the week. Now, I got to do that again twice over. Arrrgghhh. She's not a mean person or anything, but her mindless chatter is driving me insane. That and everyone loves her. That bugs me too. Yeah, I know its probably envy, but I can hardly wait until she's gone. GONE! GOOOONNNEEE!! Damn life screwing me over again. Or not. My other major complaint rests on that too. This whole swinging thing is burning me out again. I hate having to put so much effort into a hobby and not see any results. At least when I'm writing or painting I get something immediate to interact with. Sending all these emails and hearing nothing back is just plain discouraging. I know I should be more comfortable with the body I have, but this isn't helping. It just makes me wish I was younger, thinner, more settled, something. I don't know what these couples want to see to even talk to us, but apparently they're missing it as they're not responding. I'm just getting to the point of wanting to beat people over the head. I know that won't help, but at least I'd feel less ignored. This interim thing just sucks. Beyond that, I'm alive. I'm trying to get a query started for the last erotica piece I've written. I still need to send Katy Terrega some money though for her ebook. Hopefully, that will have some good markets I can break into. Finding an erotica market book out here is like finding an old guy that waxes. It just doesn't happen. We're headed to the Schvitz tonight though, my idea. I decided that if Dan likes someone I don't, we'll just split up and I'll hang out with someone else. Hopefully, I'll feel outgoing and we'll meet people we both like. My job in sales is teaching me the art of small talk, so I am getting better at approaching people, though I perfer the internet sites to real life. For me, its just easier to know who's bi and who isn't before getting attracted to a straight girl. I HATE when that happens. I also HATE cold fish, but you can't predict that. Anyway, we're planning on a relaxing night and just taking things as they come. No pressure. I thrive best when that's the case. Oh, as I just found this, for those who remember goatse.cx (I'd link it but it taken down long ago), check out this Garfield toon. It pretty much describes all the straight people I've ever sent that thing too. Good for a giggle. Guess there's some good news. One more hour and I'll be free for the weekend at least. Daphne |