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Do You Have the Time...to Listen to Me Whine Ok, I know the I Ching told me that things are going badly, I need to be patient, and keep my inner light shining. That, I'll accept. But shit is going so badly right now, I'm not seeing a ton of improvement, unless you count the little world I generate inside my head. There, some things are going right. Everywhere else, shitty. The gas is shut off at Dan's. They keep not calling him so its been days since its been on. As I've been staying there most of the time, this sucks. I am somewhat glad that I didn't sell the apartment back though as we've stayed there for a few days. That did come in handy, though I still have to talk to the landlord about moving out in the next month or so. *ugh* On top of that, I've gained some weight back. Normally, this wouldn't bother me, I do like having breasts and ass again, but now that I've tried to wear some of last season's clothes I realized how bad it is. I'm seriously going to miss the skirts and tops I have now, but I have few hopes that the situation will get better, not worse. In addition, the tanning doesn't seem to be working. My skin is itchy from the slight burning, and when I checked myself out in the mirror I realized that I still have tons of scar tissue, weird psoriasis bumps, and general rough patches. My tan also isn't coming in evenly. I still have lines from the old faded lines before. It will probably take a while to remove those too...argghhh. For another rant, I'd like to showcase the lack of sexual responses I've been getting. I know this isn't entirely my fat ass's fault, but its been annoying me. I've been asking a few couples all week about checking Dan and I out, and I haven't heard back from most of them. The few I have heard from are busy, and I understand that, but its still frustrating. Next week is my period so I'd really like to screw someone tonight. Maybe I'll just cave on the money issue and head to the Schvitz. At the very least, I'll get a nice steam. I just wish people liked us more when we're together cause we are really cool to play with.
I also have an article to write on outdoor sex today, which if its short enough should see the next issue of the Ann Arbor Paper. I think I'm going to focus on good local areas to get down. Just got to keep it under 3-400 words. Heh, we'll see. At least that seems to be working out slowly but surely. Just need more time and opportunities to get my work out there. Ick. Hope I don't get the interoffice cold. Probably will though. I need something to top this horror off. Daphne |