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Lesbian Savior? Oy. It's morning and I'm up early. Why?, you ask. Because I am supposed to be driving my ass into Southgate this morning to do a shoot with a traveling photographer. The problem is that although I tried planning around my body it snuck up and bit me on the ass again. Yup, I've got my period. I don't want to blow this guy off though but I don't have his phone number. I've emailed him to call me immediately, I really don't want to stand someone up, and let me know if I should try and make it down. It's going rather heavily and part of me just wants to skip it, but I want to make sure I'm not screwing him up in any way. It's a short week though because of this so I hate to turn away money, even though it's less than I would be making for an outcall. Problem is that I feel like shit and I don't want to drive that far. I don't want to feel like shit on set so I probably shouldn't go. I'm trying to console myself with the knowledge that I did make enough over the last few weeks to offset these short ones, but my business sense hates turning away money if I think I can do the work. That and the fear of turning the guy away completely for future work. *sigh* Maybe that means I should shave and go down there. I just don't feel like driving into Detroit. As for the past few days, they've been going okay. I've had quite the booking ballet with a few people but my clients were laid back and I made a little money. Next week is getting a little crowded and I hope things will pick up but I am not extremely worried. I think I might talk to my old boss and go back to the real job sometime soon. All depends on how things keep working out. In terms of sexual activity, I've had some luck the past few days. I did a schoolgirl roleplay on Monday which resulted in some good head but that was about it. After that I met up with a good talker and a decent guy who turned out to be a wonderful kisser. Got me going pretty hardcore that divorcee, too bad couldn't finish it up as well. As for the third, he was open to having his ass played with but I didn't have a vibrator small enough so I gloved up and used my fingers. He mostly did head and facials too, but overall was kind of fun. Speaking of facials, the last bit of good sex I had was last night with D again. She came over after playing with a friend of hers in the area and we were both really horny so I gave in. We had dinner together, speaking of which I need breakfast, I taught her how to use a bhong, and then we showered. Sadly my little shower was too small to fit us both, so I took the first one and waited for her in bed. She joined me and we cuddled and relaxed a bit because I was nervous. I think she went down on me first while I laid back and watched our shadows together. I was feeling butchy and toppish and I really enjoyed watching her face below my cunt and playing with her hair. (don't worry I wasn't bleeding then, it's usually the last bit of sex that causes the bleeding) After a while I think I came and she confirmed that I squirted some foamy white cum all over her face. I told her I thought I was so wet because of my pussy, but she claims it came from my clit so I believe her. I know that I CAN squirt, it's just really rare when I do because it's a huge combination of factors to get that just right. :D It was great though because I could do something for her that was just right. After she finished me, I got up and got the Hitachi and I told her that I wanted to play with her pussy. She's rarely had orgasms so I wasn't expecting anything, but I wanted to see if her intuition about me was correct. I knew she wanted me to try and guide her through one so I did. I took the vibrator and found her clit, which was lower than I expected, and asked her to place it where it felt good. She did and I helped her by making sure it stayed there. I talked her through the first stages of pleasure so she would relax and get into it. She started moaning and twitching so I kept my hand on the vibe so it wouldn't shift. She didn't seem horribly shifty though so I touched her cunt and it was sopping wet. After finding that I got incredibly horny and began to see if I could play with her pussy. My hands being small, I was able to fist her almost immediately. (she later claimed that was the kicker, not the vibe) I couldn't use my whole hand though so it was a bit of pumping with everything but the thumb. As I rubbed her G spot with my hand, I kept the vibe on her clit and began to pound my hand in and out of her. She nearly went nuts and her pussy tightened really hard before she seemed to peak. Not content with this, I decided to keep going and within a few minutes and one hand switch (hooray for boyish arm strength, eh?) she was nearly screaming and her pussy was drenching my arm. I was a little nervous that her orgasm might break my hand off, typical worry when fisting, but from what I could feel her pussy just got tighter and tighter before forcing my hand out. It wasn't so much a complete contractual orgasm, but more a sudden tightening that was nearly complete. She stopped herself and I stopped when I couldn't fit into her pussy anymore and I told her she had come. She was a little unsure but I was drenching wet, the bed had a puddle, her pussy tightened like Ft. Knox, all of which looked like an orgasm to me. From her side, she said she felt really relaxed and nearly went to sleep next to me (such a boy! one good cum and off to sleep!). She knew I had to sleep and get up this morning though so she took off around 1:30am. I passed out shortly after. Unfortunately, I thought I was really wet when I went to check my pussy, which this morning turned out to be blood. I had a feeling I was having cramps last night but I didn't want that to happen. Anyway, long story short...I don't want to go modeling today but I can't seem to reach the guy over email. Not sure if I should go to make a good effort or if I should blow him off and save my gas. The good part of me wants to go and not tell him, just hide the tampon string and see what happens. The bad part of me just wants to go home to Dan. I honestly don't feel like driving that far to be told no, but I do feel a bit guilty if I don't hear from him to tell me no. I guess I should try and shave and get pretty just in case...but I don't know if it's worth it. Just have to see what happens, I guess. Daphne |