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Schoolgirl Pics Hoy! Sorry I haven't updated in a few days. The Jag was in the heavy rain around here and its tank got full of water. I was paranoid to all hell and I didn't want to write all that out so I left it alone for a few days. The car is back though, again, and fine minus about $50 for gas. I worked out a deal with Jessica whereby she works on the Jag and pays less for the my old moped. I hope this keeps us on good terms. I have been feeling a little sad/guilty for bothering them so much. Hoepfully, we can each have our cars working soon and not have a strained relationship. Currently though I am going to give them their space for awhile and see what happens. I feel like a prick for having to ask for so much help so I want to give them back their lives minus me for awhile. As for work, been getting some jobs but not others. I got a set of pics back from the guy I worked with last week. He suggessted that I get more muscle tone before shooting again, which is similar to saying lose weight. Yeah, I know. The problem is I have no idea how to maintain exercise in my life. I am almost at the point of reading a Dr. Phil book to figure that out...been missing the show going to watch today :) Really though, I am almost considering joining Bally's so that I can force myself to go somewhere and work out. I just don't want to lose money. So I think I can force myself to jog, but i can't. I can't maintain yoga. I need some sort of motivation to get me out there and past the pain/failure feeling with exercise. Too many years of being the fat girl has scared me off exercise...I got to find something to get me back on it. Hence the Bally's. The only good thing I ever remember from gym was weight training. I loved playing with the weights, trying to see how much I could lift, being happy that some parts of me were strong. Lol, I also remember nearly killing myself and a spotter a few times while bench pressing. I still suck at that. So, it might be worth a go. That and if I like it, I can buy a lifetime membership which means I can go to any of them in case I move around/travel. Anyway, I decided to post some pics for you guys...I saved those that I didn't hate so here they are! I am fairly happy with the shoot overall and I always like getting nice headshots like this... Oh yes, I do wear glasses normally and they are supposed to go with the schoolgirl look, right? Somehow I can also get weird looks to look okay on me too! With a little less weight this one proves I can make it in the industry. I'll also show you this one because my ass looks okay in it. But, as always, I end up with silly looking pics like this one. I also realzed how much space Diaryland gave me so I will try and add more pics as I can. Daphne |