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Thesis Presentation and New Servant? Ok this morning and whenever I get back from this bullshit work meeting I am going to slog through the rest of the thesis editing. I now see why it needs editing at the sentence level. It is rather crappy. Fortunately, my presentation went well on Wednesday and now I know what needs to be said. I got some emails and some people who want copies of the actual thesis when it comes out. Charlotte was a lovely surrogate mommy who brought me lillies for the day that are currently wilting on my dresser. My father also showed up and tore into me a bit but I had answers for him and most of the audience questions. It was a little nuts though because I had to go second and the other girl has just started her research so her presentation was about 5 minutes. Then there was 20 mins worth of questions about it. Of course, I was super nervous and had to shit but I couldn't move for fear that they would call me up there and I wouldn't be there, terribly rude. So I sat through all the questions and things calmed down. I had only a short time to do my song and dance so I ran over but a lot of people stayed to hear the whole thing. I had lots of questions too and some people emailed me compliments, so I'm happy. Thanks to the power trip, I am now considering grad school again. Yesterday was hellish though what with the period starting and all. I did meet up with a subbie last night and I think I will keep him if things work out. He's 26, little older than me, 6' 200lbs *built* and that typical preppie boy cute. He's almost finished with law school and plans to stay in-state looking for live-in stuff. He's not a pain person but no experience so unsure, I told him to read up on online porn before the next meeting, but he's very into worship and basic service, which is what I like. Only thing that troubled me was he was so quiet. Not used to that in my life. Smart boy, but quiet unless you talk to him. It will prove a good thing when cleaning but might get annoying over time, we'll see. He's a Spartan though, lol, but as he's not into heavy beating I am thinking up a good mindfuck for him. We did some ponyplay exercises and he's strong *drool* with no problems carrying me. The only problem turned out to be the space so I decided we will train in the Arb or something so that I won't get hurt. I do need a saddle though sometime because it's certainly difficult to ride bareback and it tires out your thighs pretty easily having to grip onto muscle. He's good at it though, just need the right space and gear. As for the mom update, she replied to my email somewhat apologetic. She's depressed and having a shitty time at home and did not mean to hurt me. I get that. She also offered to attend ceremonies if informed what my father knows. After I wrote the letter, I told him everything so that probably won't help and I am not sure if I want her to go now. She said she would phone tonight and I will talk to her but I am not sure how things will turn out. She's glad I called her on her behavior though so maybe there's hope. Daphne |