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Everybody's Down Hey kids, I haven't done tons today because it's a nice day out and it's Hash Bash but I haven't been smoking. Dan and I decided to quit together so I've decided to stay away from all the stoners for awhile. It kind of sucks but we both need to change jobs. I got most of my weekend work done yesterday, which is good, so today I am going to do some shit in advance and maybe edit the thesis some more. I would have gotten to this yesterday but I had to do a major intervention on my work buddy Codi. She's okay now but she had a huge breakdown yesterday. I went to work to give her some cigs and we ended up in Ashley's with her on several crying jags. One of her bar buddies told me to not let her drink any more and to make sure she went home so once she finished two drinks (she kind of has an alcohol/intoxicant problem) I made sure we caught the bus. I decided to go home with her because she was really messed up and I wasn't sure what she was going to do to herself. I stayed with her for a few hours at her house where we listened to her idol Kid Rock, smoked some weed, and took a little walk. She seemed better and I hitched a ride with her notboyfriend home. I phoned her today and she's feeling better. I hope it lasts. Dan has also been in a weird funk too. He thinks it pertains to this extra project he has been spending his nights and weekends doing. He also claims to have this uncertain feeling going on that has been manifesting itself physically. I have no idea what the real cause is but he's been quiet lately and not his outgoing self. He's also been more sensitive, and I am probably not helping. I feel bad for both of them but I am not sure what to do. I guess I will just let things ride their course. As for myself, I feel good. I have a sense that things will work out soon. It might be misplaced but I don't have any fears over the thesis or finding a job. Part of me is rather sure that I will get the one I want, hopefully script writing. It's just a matter of waiting. Then again, this could totally be misplaced. Daphne |