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Schvitz watching Well...it's the morning after and I had an okay time last night. I spent most of the night watching but that was my own choice. We met a nice couple that was interested in both of us and we both liked the company of the woman. Her man was preoccupied with someone else but she was really adventerous and once we girls began to click I was happier about the whole interaction. I was okay with Dan fucking her and he gave me a lot of attention throughout the evening, but I did get lonely from time to time watching. I tried to branch out a few times though but I got intimidated or something like that. I wanted to play with some of the hot girls but many were rather shy and I don't like convincing a girl to let me touch her. I stroked a few but they got partly preoccupied with someone else too so I felt a little like I was being a nuisiance. the men were okay with groping me freely but nobody had a decent cock in the bunch so I really wasn't interested in them. I didn't want to be a cunt about the whole matter with the boys, but I usually cruise for girls at the Schvitz and take men only if they meet the hung and nice requirements. I don't mind men playing with me and eating my pussy but I didn't want to start a series of EXPECTATIONS. And that's a big beef for me in the scene. I got into a minor hissy about it later in the evening with another situation, which I probably shouldn't have handled the way I did. I probably should have been more vocal but I didn't want to stop Dan's good time because I did not want my discomfort with the situation held against me later. It worked out all right in the end, and even though it was a stupid reaction it was an honest one. See, I like swinging but I don't like all these EXPECTATIONS thrown at me. I don't like people directing me, either with words or with their hands, to do sexual stuff. Often, this "directing" problem comes from the guys who think that if I am into their wife then I should be into them too. Not necessarily the case. I like a lot of women but men, if you got a small dick I am not interested. Nothing personal. You can eat me, finger me, and lick me all over but I don't want to have sex with you later. with a good group of guys around me upstairs, i didn't feel good having to explain this a million times. so, I just decided to limit physical play with the not-hung crowd. I did not want to be a dillhole about the matter, but I did not want to have to whisper at the guy later "Yeah, sorry, I don't want to suck your dick. I want your wife, thanks." Luckily, i am usually politely vocal about such things because I do not want to upset anyone. I respect people's limits and mine happens to be no sex with tiny cocks. dan's got my favorite cock but if he's screwing someone else, I will play with the girls because my lesbian side doesn't get much play. Girls don't want me, and I don't want to try to suck limp old tiny dicks, so i sit out and watch. Like I said, it was a choice most of the evening. Luckily, the blonde we both clicked with was more than happy to play with Dan near me and include me. At first, i didn't want to just plant my pussy on top of her face because I didn't know if she was bi. She let me eat her, and she had a great pussy to eat! Normally, eating girls isn't the best for me, but she was fun to do that for. (I like hands, remember?) she touched me a little bit and got into both of us so I felt comfortable playing with her. We traded phone numbers and I hope to get together with them soon. Her man had a nice dick, but he was preoccupied with another girl most of the time and I didn't feel like imposing. anyway, it was Dan's night out as the hung boys were nowhere to be found and the girls were being shy. i had an okay time watching, no jealousy, and the only conflict that arose centered on the fact that I got thurst into a situation where expectations were just given without asking. i like to be asked and treated with some basic respect, and after talking it through with Dan we are okay and things will be smoother the next time. Off to alice, I guess. Need to buy materials and start the art today! I forgot my books on it though, so I guess I will have to head home to write the paper about it. Sucks though because I was going to use some facts from one for the backdrop to the collage...oh well. Daphne |