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I hate this paper, may as well get drunk Argh I wrote an entry this morning but it didn't take because for some reason the site was messed up. I hate when that happens. Basically though, I just confessed that I hate this paper, that I still haven't started work on today, because I want the semester to be over. I don't want to acknowledge that I have to keep working. I want to stop writing and just relax. Work is hell too right now so I just don't feel motivated to do anything beyond partying. It's not the best decision at the end of a term, but this is pretty frequently how I feel at the end of a term. Sucky thing is though that my grade for this class is based almost entirely on this paper so it needs to be good. Unlike American Culture, where it doesn't matter really how I pull on the final, I actually have to work on this or I'm screwed. I am more used to the other method where I have a basis of good grades and asslicking to carry me through whatever I choose to blow off right at the end of the semester. Trust me, it makes exams easier. So I don't want to do shit. I didn't do anything last night except get drunk with the guys. It was an okay time. We went to the 8 Ball after I was pretty gone and played pool. We played video games at Coolie's house too and I rocked at the shooter game we were playing, I truly enjoyed it. Jewboy hates video games though and chose to complain most of the time. We did some weird stuff with the camera and I got this nice shot of my boobs but other than that I was decently behaved. Well, except for yelling semi racist and homophobic things while meandering through Meijer's. Those boys tend to bring out the worst, butchiest, side of me. I need a spanking though and I miss hearing from spk. I hope he's not mad at me. He usually sends me an IM over lunch but he didn't today and I am still not sure if his phone died or if he hung up on me last night. I wanted to be nice and call him when it was early and I was still sober but maybe I should stop doing that. Maybe it bothers him more than it does him good. I dunno. We did decide though do actually do something for Spring Break. At the moment we are thinking Springer. I think that would kick ass...and of course I would try to get my sexy self on stage just to be the exhibitionist that I am. See? Boobs! Daphne |