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Sex laden weekend Sorry all for the sad lack of updates but as you can probably guess I was out having fun instead of chronicling my time in here. Schvitzing was fun. I felt guilty for wanting to talk to Spk and accidentally breaking up the party between him and these two hot chicks for that night and about a day after. I so should not have said anything or tried to kiss him or whatever. They must have thought I was an immature bitch but whatever. I mostly felt bad for him on that count but I wrote out all those nasty feelings into my paper journal the next day. I wanted him to reassure me more than he did but he's not like that. He doesn't just snuggle into me and tell me to quit worrying like I would like but instead he looks at me and says that I am overreacting. I probably was at the time but I am a bit miffed that I got so drunk on Southern Comfort that night. I do like soft swapping in the Schvitz though, it makes me feel safer for some reason, but I also feel guilty for trapping spk's sexualtity in. *sigh* I got to learn to not feel guilty though and just live in the moment. I am gettting better with age and practice though so I think he knows that I wasn't trying to ruin his fun on purpose. At least I hope he knows that because I did work on getting those hot chicks back for him, which I did. They weren't interested in my fat ass so I let them have fun with him. I sat around and watched at this point and I feel a bit bad again that I blew off a woman who, although she wasn't super sexy, she was a hot kisser that was interested in me. Maybe next time though. The sluttiness for the rest of the weekend went well though. Less second guessing. I sucked Spk off sunday morning while watching porn on the computer with him. He face fucked me and blew his load down my throat. I gagged a bit but I really enjoyed it. We decided to try and find a few guys later for me to suck off because I was really in the mood to keep doing it. sometimes I really enjoy the feel of a guy shooting his hot load in my mouth more than anything and yesterday was just one of those days where I wanted to suck some big dicks. He paid me back in kind for the blowjob by letting me jack off to some more porn and then by fisting me later in the day. That was hot too and I came all over the place. We missed going to the tattoo parlor because of that but we did make the TNG meeting, too bad nobody else did. and later in the evening we did find two guys for me to suck. The first one, slapnutz, came too quick for me though. I was just taking a bit of a handjob break from my mouth and he lost it on my strong masculine hands. It came all over my tits and I laughed a bit but I was secretly glad because he really couldn't handle a pussy correctly. The other one was an Asian guy and I had never been with any Asians before and I will admit he was kind of hot looking but his cock was small. It was a nice mouthful but I couldn't make it cum before we got too tired to keep playing. so I was kind of a bitch on those counts but I had a fun weekend. Spk fucked me out good and hard most of the weekend and although I don't have any notes done I do have an almost satiated cunt. Daphne |