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Wise eyes see past the lies wonderfully odd day yesterday. not bad though. I was super horny most of the day, and once spk woke back up again we had some great hot sex on the corner of the bed, which is the best position y'all, and he fucked me long and hard and deep and I screamed for more and I came and then he came and it was all nice and good. spent most of the rest of the day horny as well. wanked off some more to the tune of 7 orgasms and then realized we really had to go to the store and buy some toilet paper. talked to a lot of nice couples and sent our phone number around to no avail but oh well we had a nice night. I didn't get any work done on said paper because spk and I got lost in chatrooms talking to people and he never headed out to the tire shop. I emailed my TA and asked her nicely if I could send my paper as an attachment to her over the next couple of days. It is still in the same state but I am at the point of working on it so it shouldn't be such a downer. As for highlights, got into a HORRIBLE trashfest with some cheaters in Married but Looking chatroom on yahoo when I raised the issue of letting wives know about your scummy activity. Everyone dissed me and ripped into me because of my age and I just lost it. I tried explaining how if extra marital sex was so important why stay with someone who doesn't understand that? Why bother being in a marriage you obviously don't like? Why not let her go free too, if she isn't already, and be open and honest about such things? They didn't get it though and ripped into me for my youth, "oh she's only 21, she's only been swinging for 2 years, she doesn't know shit", and the fact that I study this shit for a living didn't seem to sway them. They were all fine and good when I was offering up my young cunt but as soon as I had something to say it all went downhill from there. I wasn't taking the moral high ground either folks, just raising issues, but men being the slime that they are had to attack me. I eventually gave up. Nothing will ever change. And I have been talking and thinking about that too with spk. He might be getting tired of my questioning why people act the way they do but I really don't understand it. I want to know what goes through people's minds to do something so dumb it's obvious. So I ask and I ask and I ask and I ponder it over and over again wanting to know how people can be so goddamn dumb. I guess he's right though, I am way ahead of the game. Fell asleep early last night with him. We both woke up around midnight with nightmares of his mother dying. In my case she had a family funeral with everyone partying (that's how we celebrate death, we're weird like that) and in his she died because no one paid any attention to her. He feels bad that he flaked and didn't see her yesterday and that she is losing some of her will to carry on and she wants to return to her husband. I understand that and there isn't much he can do about it so I tried to be there and comfort him with my clumsy gestures which I am not sure helped or not. I was a bit freaked out though about going back to sleep because I was scared that I might dream something horrible into reality again and I really didn't want that to happen. *sigh* so wish him well. his mother is in the hospital and he will see her today. i will work on my paper and not go slutting around so much. I am stuck in Alice on getting this rope to work which isn't so if any gamers want to stop by my house and get that to work please do. It's getting rather annoying. Daphne |