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pop goes the moodswing! god, I woke up with the BEST feeling in the word this morning and already it is dashed to hell. I wish emotions weren't so fleeting. I kind of wanted my high to last for awhile but it's my fault that it's coming down anyway... I just wish that I had more time to cuddle and snuggle with spk this morning. I woke up next to him after pressing my belly and tits into him all night long and I was SO happy to be there with him. nothing more, nothing less. We have finally fallen into a sleeping pattern together that works and I can get enough sleep without getting too hot or too cold and he seems to sleep good as well. I rolled next to him in the early hours before 6am and felt his hard cock and I debated about doing something with it but due to our lack of sleep I didn't want to rob him of any additional energy for the day so i let him be. i crept up into the small of his back and kissed the soft flesh several times before burying myself back up against him. i woke up proper to remind him to dash off and leave me in the afterglow of the warmth but he stated that he was already awake and thinking. He brought up hanging with Jewboy last night and how that didn't leave any time for us and how he disliked that and I apologized. all I really wanted was to bring two parts of my life together but that hasn't been working with a lot of my friends lately so i should just give that up. i like having my friends around as a whole and I wish that they all had similar personalities but they don't so that has been backfiring on a lot of fronts...I should stop trying to form a group. *sigh* and now I am at work and they are running me ragged about getting into the office even though they gave me HUGE amounts of crap to do. I decided that i am not going in there before ten. I already feel crappy and am awaiting my period, there is no need for the office to make it worse. Besides, after yesterday's ZIP disk interoffice war i really don't want to be in there. at least it's Friday-ish for me. I don't think that I will hang out with Jewboy tonight though. I forgot to get his ticket money for Saterday's game so that is out and I doubt that i want to get board games badly enough to see my father. I DO want them but I don't want to face him. Hmmm...we'll see what my mood is later though. It might be fun. I got to work on my notes though and start doing a resume because i lost mine. i do have a bit of the morning magic still, I just wish that work didn't start until 9am or that I had called in sick like I was considering. Damn me and my damn loyalty Daphne |