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hot chick Jen I wanna eat her pussy...oh yeah... ok another half an hour or less to write this...then the big boss will be in and I will have to work. I am getting my second wind back but I am still thinking about going home early if I can. I know that I am losing so much money this week by not working but I am gaining my sanity so I guess that is a good tradeoff. I wanted to go part time anyway around this time so I am not worried about it but my Dad's voice keeps yelling at me that I should be working harder and all that. oh well...I think that I would rather enjoy some of the summer rather than work. I haven't been using tons of my money anyways so I am not hugely worried about things. I have the credit card bills coming and the rent as always but other than that I am working out okay. Personally, I would perfer just not working at all because I am starting to hate mornings. I need sleep and I need to be able to write which only happens best in the mornings. maybe Dad is right, maybe i should just do it at five am. might work better. the tubes yesterday were all right. I didn't have any physical problems, the first time was far worse, and I offered to continue the study if he was going to expand it to different periods of the menstrual cycle or do a control test after the medication. whichever, I could use the money. we had some slowdowns though due to technical difficulties, the door broke, the resistance was having problems in the machine, so we started an hour late. I didn't get out until 5pm but all in all it was okay. I read one of my older journals from early sophmore year while I was in there and found the first time I shoved a dildo in my ass (age 15) and what I was learning about wanking and sexuality and love in there. It was all very sweet and delusional...fun though :) the night was cool. innocent had to sleep for a bit because he had my problem the night before but once he was awake and called spk and I to go to the bar troma called me right after and wanted to go too. :D I felt loved :D so we all met up, had talks about porn, and then went to H again. I only got to do one song, which sucked, but I got to dance with a lot of chicks and kind of pick up one up. ok, might be wishful thinking but she was a total blond hottie from san fran who liked me singing short dick man (I giggled back that spk wasn't so no need to worry there) and confessed that she was slutty too. nice kind of buzzed party gal, very cool, and by the end of the night she told me that she was a gilette model at the Art Scare and where her tent was if I wanted to go talk to her sometime in the next couple of days. :o surprisingly cool. so, I need to make a pass at her, spk was telling me that I was being too shy about it, and I want to do it on my own today because at least if she rejects it then I won't have to ask the awkward other question. yeah, she's from SF so she could easily be a freak but asking a gal right off for a 3some sounds a little too bold for me. especially for someone so superhot outta my range. but hey, I can pray and dream. anyway, got back after all of that super drunk so smoked some more and fell asleep. spk did a GREAT job on me earlier for no reason, two gos on the edge of the bed with hard pounding fun that was tantalizing me to cum :P and I told him that he was wonderful, cause he was, and I wasn't expecting it. I wanted some more later in the night but we were both fucked up so it wasn't going to work but I still love cuddling him in the morning. so had a good night. need to write my paper today and possibly seek out the hot Jen gal...mmmmmm hehehe she has a digital camera and spk said I have to get pics if we end up at my house so I might show one or two off if it happens. but honestly, think tiny 120lb or less blond girl with B breasts who likes to drink and get fucked up and will admit to being slutty and liking Don't Want No Short Dicked Man song...could be potential, right? send some prayers for me on that one, pretty please? or other hot chicks my way :D Daphne |