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skin disease and other problems I am stuck in the office until Codi's boss gets in because I need her keys. It kind of sucks waiting for her but I am trying to reassure myself about it by thinking that she has to be in before nine and it isn't my fault that I can't get into the auditoriums until she gets here. Codi is sick too and quite crabby about being here so I am going to avoid the whole situation. I have checked the tracker and it seems that over a hundred people stop by to read this on a decent basis. I don't know what I offer ya but thanks for reading and I hope that occasionally it gets good enough to come back. anyway, current news is that I cannot get the $400 computer. It has already been sold so I am stuck with my crack filled thing. so it goes. It is probably better for me anyway. I also have a rash. You know the pimple thing, well it spread into the intersection of my thighs and one onto my belly and it's looking like a skin disease...yay. like I don't have enough. I am going to try and get an appointment with dermatology for the week and hopefully I will draw a competent doctor. It is UHS of course. I think that it could either be migrating psoriasis, you know the kind that wakes up one day and decides that living on my butt wasn't fun enough so it was going to move forward into the more high traffic area...or this one thing I had a few years ago. I found the medicine for it in my bathroom, I never throw away drugs, and I have been applying it and it looks like it is already on its way out. I hope that is the case. It sucks though because I was planning on going to this big orgy on friday night but I can't now. I told spk about it and told him that I did want to go and this wasn't deliberate so if he still wanted to go I could take leftovers or watch or whatever but he was a sweetie and told me that we could do something else. besides, with all those open fissures in my skin I might contract something even if i did have sex so big bummer for me. if I am lucky they will clear out in a few days but I would rather be on the safe side. D wrote me back finally to say that her grandmother died and the services are today so that is why she hasn't responded to my letter to her. I thought that she just gave up on me or I offended her totally and that it was over, but i should have known, she's a woman so it's never over. I also met a nice CD hanging out last night trying to stir up some business. I think that I could have a lot of fun with her so I am throwing a thing with her on Tuesday next week. We talked about creampies, which I wanna do, and submission, and things like that. She is about my age and looks really good when dressed and has a nice attitude about things. We can't meet that often though because, like most pervs, she has to hide her activities. sucks that people have to live like that because I don't think I could but I try not to judge...at least until wives start yelling at me, but I think I told everybody about that time...if not quick debrief for y'all. I fucked a guy and then I was in a chatroom and someone said hi to me and then let me know that she read, well it was the yahoo group at the time, that I had fucked her husband (who by the way was a really good lay) and she kept asking for details, which I refused to give, and for advice. well, I tried to steer her towards accepting it and possibly getting into the scene but I felt like shit. It wasn't my fault for not asking but I do hate women bothering me about things so I can sympathize with guys not wanting to spread things around. anyway, you'll hear about upcumming attraction of Kimmy and I later in the weekage. anyone out there have a rash fetish? I came up with that last night and I am thinking about searching for it online. I haven't yet and I shouldn't either because I wasted last night chatting with people and surfing worldsex.com -damn porn!-. but I want to know, I think somebody out there might... oh yeah porn is getting me down too...I am still chubby. I checked out this chick off of worldsex that was billed as chubby and she is like my size. *sigh* I am never going to make it into mainstream. I guess that isn't a bad thing because I enjoy hooking more but i would like to be a success. hence my burning need to fund my own company and make good videos. nobody out there that i have worked with has allowed me to develop my own style, it's all about reproducing the crappy shit already on the market. I should email moscat...he wanted to do a good porn flick with me, he might just still wanna. moscat send me a line if you read this! anyway, I got to go start the day...already lost half an hour but I have the keys so we will see where it heads. thanks for reading all! Daphne |