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exing out still buzzed up, fat, and exed out... ok I feel fat cause I went to three events, can't type ahhh, and I ate the following within two hours 1) 4 pieces of very nice Pizza House pepperoni and sausage pizza, my fav. 2) a rather big bowl of ice cream with strawberry topping 3) a pint of woodchuck cider that I somehow pushed through. yeah anyway, I went to the parties, which were all nice and cool. got to make small talk with various people that I knew, amazed at how much of the women's studies department I knew!, and eat something at each one and have some sort of niceness going on. went to see my redhead ex too...not so fun. it wasn't bad, we ended with a nice conversation on porn, he doesn't get anal sex STILL, but on the whole it seemed very awkward to him and I was just trying to keep things normal. it seems he has a girlfriend and a new beard and things are working out for him, no details on either, and he was pretty quiet about things. he did tick me off though with his nervous movements, as always, and never being able to speak at a level I can hear, and then I learned... NEVER TALK TO YOUR EXES UNLESS YOU HAVE TO sad but true, it always sucks when I do. glad to know he is alive but right now I am wondering how I ever loved his sorry ass...this is a guy that is whining about the prevalance of buttsex in porn...yeah, just kept quiet about things and moved on. arrrghhh one always wonders when seeing exes where one was when one was in love with them, at least I hope so. gave me a good reality check on how the rest of the world lives though, nice on that count, but he is boring as fuck. glad to be out of there...now just full of a cheap pint of cider and need to sleep or at least lie down, ate like it was tday... night all, may my next few days this weekend be FAR better than the last. ugh daphne |