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too far, too fast unsure if life sucks, pretty sure it does but not quite. had a decent weekend with spk. met up with the last couple we got together with before the breakup, will call them ds on here for ref, and they came over. not much happened of note, and what did didn't go down very well. we were all hanging out, spk and I were going to meet them at the bar or something but they just happened over, and after a few drinks s starts taking off d's clothes. I was like oookkk...oh yes, should explain that d was recently in an accident and currently cannot play very hard...but her man kept going. I played with her pussy a little while s got naked, lil strange but still rolling with it, and then spk left to smoke in the kitchen -so I thought-. Her husband took my clothes off too -was slightly drunk but went with the flow- and I ate her pussy for awhile until the taste made me gag too much and I had to stop. I was trying to get into the mood but I noticed that spk was missing in the kitchen and after waiting a while -I really thought that he had gone for a smoke or a shit or some combination of the two- I got up and left them to join him. well...turns out that s, who asked me once online to let him do me without his wife around because of the accident, pulled a cutoff on spk. the whole naked thing came out of left field and spk was literally not invited into the circle of fun. I didn't mean to make him feel unwanted, I was just eating her pussy so that he could watch, and he understood. we were both a little angry while comparing notes and we had to cut the party short. now here comes the cool part...they were ok with it! they were VERY ok with it! we all got dressed again, spk explained his feelings, we went into the kitchen, had some more drinks, I ate about half a bag of twix, and the left a six pack for us to enjoy. d said that she missed spk -which I think that she did after his last performance-and everything seems to be at ease between the four of us. plans are now to go out and meet them, not just greet them at home. wow almost three and only sitting here looking at profiles on yahoo and talking to some people. still trying to find an advisor but it seems that I might be reaching my goal. too bad I have to wait a week to really find out. blahness. plans are to shoot that film I mentioned on sat this weekend. should be fun. daphne |