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Stuck at Home It's day two of me being trapped at home, and I hope this day goes well. There's about six inches of snow covering my car, and I've decided that I'm not digging it out. I ran it for about ten minutes yesterday, and it started then, but with all the snow I really don't care to try and keep it running. The only time we're going to move it now is to haul it in for the bearings. So, if it doesn't start then I can jump it from Dan's truck, or possibly my cool neighbor's van. So, I'm stranded. I can't play PS2, which I want to do because it's the holidays and business is a little slow, so I've tried to find other amusements. The painting bug bit me yesterday, so I have half of the background laid down for my next piece "Prayer". It's highly sacreligious, so whenever I post it, Christians keep away. I'm a little miffed that it's not turning out like I envision it, but it is turning out well for what it is. Art usually has to compromise with reality. I just hope it looks good when I'm finished. We'll see. Sadly, I'm down to my last paper plate for palettes, so I'm planning on only filling in the rest of the background today. I'd like to do more, but I've got to think up some way to do it without ruining something I like. I also want to paint to keep myself away from myself. I've been unduly horny this past week and it's starting to cause problems. I've been wanking 1-3 times a day, and yesterday it probably got up to 5-6. Don't worry, Dan, I am being creative about it and not relying entirely on my Hitachi, but it's still a hard habit to break. I've been changing toys to change stimulation, slow me down, and hopefully make me impatient enough to give it up, but I still get off. Part of me isn't to blame (when Jerry Springer has three hot girls, a blonde, a brunette, and a redhead catfighting am I to blame for getting horny?), but I know that I shouldn't be fumbling with my clit all hours of the day. It just feels so good, it's hard to leave it alone. I want cock too though, and I've been considering buying one of those dildos on a cushion (kind of like a dildo hippy-hop) so I can practice riding it. Business has been slow, and that hasn't helped, but I think this has more to do with me. I've got about a week to go before my period so things are going haywire. I skipped my last period, so it's probably more intense to compensate for that. Yay. Too bad this weekend is xmas. Nobody is going to be throwing a party or having a huge orgy. I considering doing a Festivus party, but I haven't found enough single people to even try. I just want to get laid a lot this weekend, and it stinks that I'm off beat. From the looks of it, I'll ruin our New Year's again with my period. Lol, three years going strong of being sick on New Year's. Trust me, either Dan or I have been sick the last three years on that night, thus barring us from going out and infecting others. This year, it is my turn again! Arrrgggghhh...damn PS2 card. Oh well. I'll survive. Maybe the painting will turn out well too. Daphne |