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Suck On Me Street Morning, but not much going on. I slept in until nine because I didn't want to get out of bed and do something. I hate doing something. Part of me just wants to lie in bed all day and forget what is going on. Of course, I can't do that because I can't sleep more than 14 hours a night, but I certainly wish I could. I guess I get this from when I was a kid and you could wake up on any problem and it would seem better. Now, I just keep waking up to the same old routine. Maybe I'll just get back on the horse again and send out some photos. I did accomplish something yesterday though, I finished Suck On Me Street. I only needed to do the sign and some touchups, but I'm pretty impressed with how it turned out. This one is definately going to Dirty. Other than that, I did my usual routine and smoked a lot. I wish I could escape more with smoking. I debated about just packing up a few things and driving off somewhere new. I really don't need all the stuff in my apartment and part of me really wants a change. I know I'm just scared of having to plug at working, like all adults, but my mom's runaway nature calls to me sometimes and begs for me to leave and start over. Sometimes, I think it's right. I didn't go though. I'm still here. I keep telling myself that it's only been six months since I graduated and nobody makes their fortune that quickly. I also console myself with the reality that all adults choose their direction and then plug away at it. It's not going to be easy, whatever I choose, but it will be doable. I have another 38+ good years of working ahead of me, so I really shouldn't dwell on the fuckups I've been having. At the very least, if I never see the money back, I've learned a hell of a lot about trusting people, which I am sure I never will again. I only wish the world wasn't as out to get us good eggs as it is. Enough ranting though. I'm moving on. I'm calling the repair shops around here with the hopes of finding somewhere semi local that might deal with the Jag. I might have to cave and phone the dealer, but I don't want to. I am a little scared about the cost, but I'm hoping to recoup that later. Besides, you really can't drive a car with no heat in Michigan. I mean, you can, but it sucks. I've been there before. Wish me some luck. Daphne |