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Thoughts on Cable TV I'm waiting for the cable guy and I'm unsure whether to hope that he's early or that he's the hot cable guy that I want to seduce. I'm pretty torn on that one. I think today that I'll hope he's early because I'd rather watch Starting Over than do someone. Yeah, after getting rejected a million times my sex drive went down so I'm right where I need to be for my period: craving chocolate and caring more for books than for sex. Who needs sex anyway? If I really needed to I could masturbate. I did buy the new DVD/CD player and that's helping. I'm also having the limited basic turned on today. I decided that I was still unwilling to pay $40 a month for full cable. I just don't see the point. I would do it if I could pick which channels I wanted, but as I cannot I am not doing that. I mostly just want the local channels and some of the educational stuff, nothing major. That and I still hold firm to my dad's belief: If you can't find anything to watch in 20 channels, that's God's way of saying get off your lazy ass and do something! Hell, that was my original point in never ordering cable in the first place. Oh well, I learned that I do get lonely during the day without any noise, and TV does rot your brain just enough when you're stoned to keep you from being completely bored. I can't buy all of basic though because I've noticed when the local channels are shitty, all the channels are shitty. Plus, I really hate getting those community planner/international/sports/fashion/shopping channels. They're useless! I might make some money this week and I'm semi happy about that. Still waiting for the replacement check to come too, but new money is always good. I'm keeping up with the hour workout too, even though I'm hating it. I wish exercise would have more immediate results. If it did, I might be able to stick with it. I'm kind of stuck in the too-fat-to-be-slim-but-too-skinny-to-lose-weight-easily camp. I hate this camp. I'm also not fond of my slow metabolism. Stupid genetics. I did decide my fat phase was more a fluke than anything else. I did gain a little weight, but I must have been bloated from carbs or something because my tummy was HUGE! Now, it's back to looking a little more normal. Still fat, but not horribly so. My breasts are still a little large though and my inner paranoia is hoping that I'm not pregnant. I've been sterile for 5 years now, so I tend to think I'm pretty immune, but you never know. Changing birth control might fuck things up, but when has Dan come in me this month? Anyway, nothing major going on. I'm working on SuckonMe Street and Ernie's sweater turned out better than I thought! I will finish the details today and tomorrow so you guys should see it by the end of the week. Daphne |