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New Girlfriend, if certain people don't hate me Hey all, Sorry for not updating. I'm not dead, abducted, or arrested though. I've just been having too much of a good time to really report in. That and I'm out early in the morning these days so I miss writing anything. Anyway, the new life is a bit messed up but that's okay. I have a ton of chores to do that I don't want to touch. I don't know what else to do today though because, other than chores, there really IS nothing to do. The highlight of my day will either be doing the laundry or test driving the new vaccum in hopes it picks up the stuff on the couch. Whoo...I feel so 50s. I did meet a nice girl from the board though. We've been hanging out a lot these past few days. She's smart, witty, and uberfemme, which makes my role as the butch kind of fun. She's been helping me out with fashion tips and letting me observe/learn what semi-normal women act like and ooooohhh boy am I glad that I'm not normal! Now, don't get me wrong, she has a nice life and everything but it's too much drama. Too much lying, sniping, and mindgames for me. The more I watch her interact with men, the more I value the relationship Dan I have (seriously!). As an honest person, I have problems watching a couple dance around each other determining what tactic to play to cause what emotional reaction. It's painful as hell for me because I believe that if they just determined what relationship they wanted or would accept from each other and TALKED about it, then they would be able to interact without all the smoke and mirrors. But, that's just me. At least I'm getting an education on womanhood though. Behaviors, beauty, mindgames, it's all there. I don't approve of it all, but it's like watching Discovery for me. I don't see enough women in action so I don't know how they behave. Learning all the tricks is kind of fun, even if I don't believe in using them. Anyway, we've mostly been shopping for sex toys, household stuff, and clothes. I've been keeping my wallet restrained because she's got such good taste that I want to buy everything. I can't though. I need the money to ride through the end of the BV infection (hooray for mid-week!) and survive while Dan's at the track. For the dirty minded, we did have a little sex, but not much. Every time we've tried something has interrupted whether it be her jealous boyfriend or the neighborhood kids wanting to pull my weeds for 50 cents each. On the latter count, I let them even though I already sprayed the herbicide because they were so cute. That and they appeared at the bedroom window out of nowhere. Weird little kids. We both got off though :) Her easily and me eventually. It was more of a peak than a real orgasm and she could tell, but I felt bad asking for an hour of play when she cums so easily. That golf ball sized G spot certainly cums in handy it seems. Oh well, at least I can cum. There's some women that can't even do that *ahem D, ahem*. Anyway, I'm keeping my distance today. After I took her home from Memories (local clubish) to see her boyfriend who wasn't entirely happy with us going out, I decided that I'm probably fucking up her nice little life too much. I was a good friend though and tried to help her when he locked her out, but eventually she told me that she would be all right and I left. I only hope she is. I don't want to call and be annoying, that tactic currently failing in another arena of my life, but I also don't want her hurt. She's a tough gal though so I hope she's not. As this is getting long, I have tons of stories and funny gossip about chicken cutlets and other odd topics. We're bonding pretty well, assuming I don't interfere with her heterosexual relationship or upset her boyfriend's niece, a 13 year old lesbian in the making. (I'm sure to get some nice Googlage from that one!) But yeah, I should give her some space. I just need to find something I WANT to do. In other news, Dan's team is kicking ass in Indy. They qualified #1 in the NHRA pro mod class and are partying like crazy. It's hot as hell out there, but Dan misses me because he thinks I would like the scene. I'm somewhat glad I stayed home though. When he gets back we'll both have some crazy stories to tell. As for today, my neighbor offered to take me with them to the Jazz festival at Hart Plaza today. I'm still debating about it. I half want to go to get out, but some way part of me doesn't completely trust them. They seem pretty normal and they're very cool neighbors, but I don't want to be stranded in Detroit. I guess worst case scenario I would have to take the Greyhound somewhere and I know where the station is. Well, after being stranded in Detroit once I know where a lot of shit is downtown, so I think I could suvive. Rico and Alice also seem like good people so I don't think they would intentionally ditch me, but I dunno. I know Alice likes me though because I've got the guts to write/paint instead of selling out to man. So, maybe I'll go and keep her company. Otherwise, it's me and the vaccuum or the ever popular laundry! Daphne |