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Virgin Porno Director Motherfuck!!! Notepad keeps closing on me so I have no idea why I can�t write what I need to write today. This is seriously pissing me off. This and the car thing yesterday and the possible lack of vacation, which if I can�t go will result in some asskicking. HUGE amounts of asskicking. I haven�t beaten anyone in awhile and I�m on my period so I�m fucking due� With that in mind, we�ll go back to Wednesday one final time (if this window closes I am giving up for the day) and my little shoot in Southgate. The motel room was nasty, a broken chair, a broken dresser, footprints on the wallpaper, crud on the floor, and a band around the toilet seat claiming �sanitized�. The director apologized that it was such a hole, but I know he doesn�t have tons of money to shoot on. In fact, the director was rather interesting. He looked like, and followed the work of, Kevin Smith. He claimed that the scene I shot was going into a cross between porn and Comedy Central in that he was going to have a sheep puppet announce the little scenes. I thought it was odd, but it might sell. He was cute too, an Italian Catholic guy a little older than myself who was terribly shy around me. He told me I was the first girl he ever shot for porn (a virgin, how sweet!), this being his first attempt at porn, and that he was trying the medium to raise some money for his normal work. He was a film student and liked shooting but it was hard to keep the cashflow going. We shot a solo scene even though I was on my period I was able to play around it. I used a bullet vibe and my hands, more my hands than anything else, and I tried to keep it looking sexy. We took a break in the middle and talked for awhile. He was really shy about sitting next to me because my nakedness and when I told him he could touch me, he claimed it would be unprofessional. So I grabbed his belly and his manboobs until he returned by grabbing mine. I got a good giggle out of this and I think he relaxed enough with that to do the blowjob scene. He was painfully shy but in a cute way. He disliked his body, but he was willing to try the scene. I liked having the monitors do feedback while I was working so the blowjob worked out pretty well. I kept it as a balance between porno hot and getting him off. Honestly though, his dick was pretty large considering his size and I informed him that if he dropped even 50lbs he would gain at least an inch, which would make it a 7-8 with a big head. He seemed to like my technique and came rather quickly and informed me afterwards that his girlfriend hates sucking cock. I felt bad and retorted that I hoped she liked anal to make up for it, but he told me that he never tried anal. He might, with a girl, but not yet. Terribly cute! I think he took to me though so I hope to see a few future bookings there. He also wants me to work in his mainstream films too, after noticing that I resemble that one chick in My So Called Life. Not sure how that deal will fly but we were talking about swapping copies of my video to sell through here to defray paying me for normal work. Sounds reasonable, assuming I can sell them, which I think I might be able to do. Other than that, and the evil thing, I am almost content with my life. I think that�s to blame behind God getting funny with me yesterday. Once I get happy with things, that�s when shit hits the fan. Hmmm maybe there is a moral lesson behind Americans and their dissatisfaction with the world. Maybe if we�re never happy, then God craps on us much less. I doubt it, but you never know. Daphne |