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Bartending? It's been a weekend and a long week. Dan and I ended up letting off steam on each other and the relationship. We're still together and nothing is really wrong, we just had to voice shit. He's been in a funk about work and his health and I have been, well, me throughout the whole thing. On my end, I have been way too sarcastic and horny and perhaps that is my failing but I threw it out in the open to make sure it got heard. We've both been too tired to screw for a week and I'm getting bored with celibacy. I understand he's not feeling well on a lot of fronts, but I'm getting sick of wanking and fantasizing. Luckily, he understands and he claims it isn't because of me, it's because of the stressbombs. We have both quit smoking pot at the same time too, and that doesn't help. All it leaves us is drinking, which isn't nearly as nice and relaxing. We've been indulging but it's not the same. Overall, things are fine and worked out though, albeit with a scene or two, but we're both doing a bit better. As for me, I am taking over my coworker's job today and I almost want to call in a quit. I only have to work there for another two weeks, which would mean a loss of $400, and frankly I almost don't think it is worth getting up early. I am loyal and good though so I won't, unless they bother me too much. Been thinking about other options if the porno job falls through and my ideas are limited. I was talking about bartending last night because that did not seem like an extremely hard job and if you fuck it up a little it doesn't matter much. Plus, I got skanky clothes and an okay body so I should be able to rake in decent tips if I dress a little sexy. the only downside would be getting used to the night hours and never seeing anybody again, but I could do it if it meant good money. I think I might give the bartending school out here a go if I can't find a job easily. I got to hump up though on the car search this weekend. We're trying to go to a house auction but my mother won't return my calls. Not sure what is up with that. Got to phone my dad too about my thesis presentation wednesday. Ugh. I decided to take the day off from classes too and just relax. I need it. Hopefully, I won't screw that up too much. Anyways, hungry and off to fry an egg. Wish me luck on getting through the day. Daphne |