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silly stupid mental breakdowns Ok that hype about the Slim-fast casuing the runs is entirely true. I just ran for one hell of a butt bomb a second ago and now I am a bit scared to go to work where the loo is around the corner and often being cleaned when I need to use it. Yesterday was a rotten day that turned out all right. I had a breakdown over the research project and phoned spk from the Bentley crying like mad. I have no idea what brought my frustrations to that level but the libraian cuties were all super nice to me because I was so upset. Mostly though I just felt like I was doing this huge amount of work above and beyond my classmates but still mired in nothingness and I was scared of failing the class. Spk wasn't around though so I had to go back in on my own. Stenck made me feel better and helped me out a lot though when we had our little talk and I decided to take her advice and quit trying to figure out what dating and how people met back in the late 1800s. I really want to know but it won't work. Right now I am comparing scrapbooks and such between the School of Music chick and a UM student...funny thing is the UM girl's scrapbook is horribly organized so I will have to spend some time retyping it to make heads or tails of the damn thing. So I think that comparison might yield something. Let's hope so. I was in a shitty mood when I got home too. Tried to talk to spk but he was purging porn and assembling his new computer. I did get to air a lot of shit though when I felt like he was listening and eventually he cheered me up. It was a long phone call though but by the end of it I was ready to attempt work again on another reading for my thesis. If you want an easy pro-porn book to read pick up Defending Pornography by Slossen and remember this is Protection from Pornography week so please send Bush some beastiality mags and make him realize that we like it down here. Oh, I also forgot to mention that spk and I will be attending the Pervert's Ball on Halloween. You can find it if you search up Tease parties. It is a swinger and BD friendly sort of thing so I will probably be in pleather and on a leash. It's off site though so all you can do is pick people up there, not screw. and I think I will do my piercing this weekend. I want to do something special for us and I am not as afraid of it anymore. I got to shave my bush either today or tomorrow though because this hair is getting rather itchy. ohhhh and one last thing...I wanked off a lot last night to Joe Millionaire so maybe I am starting to get back to normal. I still hate people though. Daphne |