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sprawlin for a brawlin Still getting a steady stream of traffic in here even though I am never online on yahoo anymore. I apologize for that folks but I barely have enough time to live in real life much less do anything else. In fact, if I ever get downtown again I am playing Alice before slutting around. I wasted yesterday though. I went out and enjoyed the day with a long walk and gave some money to the homeless by finding their campsites in Argo Park and sticking in various places where they would find it. I hope it helps. I was insulted by a fake bum on the way home though and I was tempted to rip him apart but I kept walking. I have been in a really violent mode lately, like I have been sprawling for a fight, a real one. I got like an urge to be in a fistfight especially. I think getting a good black eye would be sort of comforting. Yeah, it would hurt and then I would attack and hurt them back and not care how I did it. It would be great to just let go into that sort of animalistic need. I guess I am just fed up with people right now that I need to hurt some of them physically. I am getting kind of violentish again and that bugs me but I am working through it. someday soon I will be back to my peaceful self. Went walking with spk last night too but it wasn't the same. we had a nice time but I liked being alone earlier in the day. We stopped by the Heidelburg for a drink at the end of it but I couldn't do it. too noisy and loud in there and full of people. I got disgusted and we went home. I apologized for being so old and sociopathic but he has been upset that we haven't had any us time so I decided that I would rather drink at home with him than out in a crowd. I like crowds but not right now. and we haven't had sex yet...not feeling really sexual what with being under the gun with school and all. played with his penis this morning but he wanted to get out of bed early so that he could buy tires and I get that. So we did. Got breakfast and back before noon, very gratifying. and I got to call mom today and apologize for the huge bill this month. went shopping yesterday with Jewboy and bought panties (which took me forever to find on the wall of granny panties because apparently nobody likes string bikinis in this world), socks, printer ink which was hugely expensive, and two packages of Slim fast. I hear that they are good but will give me the runs for the first couple of days. That's fine. I made sure not to buy any other groceries because the beauty Nazi in me is not going to let me eat much else other than the drinks. So hopefully that will help in the weight loss project. looks like I got work for Friday that might be fun. He's a bit worried about my location to the police station but everyone hates that. always fun to freak people out with it the first few times. sucks though but I know their movements pretty well so I tend not to worry. back to notetaking on Origins of the Urban Crisis. If you like talking about how Detroit became degenerated please pick it up, it's pretty good on that. Daphne |