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puking on metaphysics yes yes another late start...I am not placing a huge emphasis on my review though, I am not planning on making it super cool or interesting. I am planning on getting through it, cleaning the house, and then maybe organizing my list of references...oh wait, can't do that without the Endnote. Well, I CAN but I don't want to. God, I hope the online company doesn't rip me off... Yesterday was all right. I got through all the reading I needed to and after some time delays D and I made it out to Codi's house. They hit it off famously, being almost the same age, and I felt like I was 4 and hanging out with extremely older aunts again. very painful. they were nice to me though when I broke down crying about having to listen to one more metaphysical conversation but they still thought that there was something wrong with me in that I didn't want to talk about such matters. They asked me about my beliefs so I expounded and we debated them and they were amazed to find that on the whole I had the right idea. of course, I was a bit of a snob to them though because I have had visions and astral travelled and prophetic dreams and all that so I guess for me metaphysics isn't an issue. I don't use my gifts very often and I kind of tend to bury them as well as my beliefs because I enjoy not talking about such things. spk but it to me best later, spirituality is an inside job, not something to be found together and shared and discussed too often. In fact, I almost think discussing angels, spirits, dreams, and powers tends to cheapen them. So I keep my mouth shut about what I see. If it's important or pertinent I might say something but otherwise I dream what I dream and I leave it at that. It isn't something you can teach someone either, I am a big believer of if you've got it, you've got it, if not then there's no use trying to get it. but then again Codi is right, I have already figured out what is going on everywhere else and I perfer Earth so my snobbiness is more due to the fact that I don't want enlightened people running around spoiling the fun that is Earth because then it will be too much like it is everywhere else. bleh. anyway, it cheered D up and they both liked each other. after a lot of metaphysics I was finally able to go home. met the infamous boyfriend of Codi though and he is a hottie. I think she is a hypocrite though because she advocates a clean break for spk and I and then tells us that she wants to keep loving her man and make her break in slow baby steps. that kind of bugs me. I was also able to re-evaluate my relationship with her and I think spk might be right, she's more of a drinking buddy than anything else and I think that is a bit depressing but it's the truth. anyway, spk and I are off today to the Sexpo at the Radisson in Detroit. If you see us and read this please say hello! Will be wearing my hot red dress out for once so say hey and help me buy some art! Daphne |