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Slutty Saterday oy! I know that I need to write my essay but I will get most of this out first, pardon a lack of detail on my end. So much shit to do over the next week or two and no time to do it. Seems I will have to kick everyone out of my life for awhile so I can keep up in school. and oh yes, I somehow need to find time to start applying to grad schools too. arrghh. but I have too much fun when I am having fun. Went to the orgy Friday and nothing happened. I wanted to lick the two other women who showed up but spk wasn't into it. They were big girls but had great personalities, which is usually the defining factor for me. i hung back though because I didn't want to tread on his toes. I probably should have gone for it because I told him later that I wanted to but I respected him enough not to push any issues and he told me that he would have been fine if I wanted to play. Oh well, no great loss. So we spend most of the night clothed and talked to the other single guys watching the two other girls get fucked. It was an okay night. I was able to pull the black guy there away into the upstairs bedroom for a bit, the only guy we were both into, in an attempt to get spk involved and have fun. It didn't work out in the end, I proposed something indecent and the black guy freaked and left in a huff leaving only his Magnum condoms behind. Spk and I talked some more and I was amazed at how comfortable I was with everything. I think we might be opposites on that. I can swing and play be all fine when I am not tied down to someone and he gets a bit territorial when he doesn't know that I am going home with him. I obviously won't ditch him at a party but he stated that he felt more secure when he knew that I was his and in my mind it works the other way. It has been a rough weekend for both of us though because of that issue, the fact that we might be falling back into the relationship, someone tampering with his car (long story), and the fact that he still feels that Codi backstabbed him. but it was a good weekend. We went to the Schvitz saterday (my idea) in hopes of finding some fun and ended up in a heated discussion on the way down. I tried to stay mellow about everything but I finally lost it (tends to be my fighting tactic, can take anything up to a point then BAMN!) because I felt like I had to justify all of my actions to him and I knew that I didn't. I am my own person now and I am going to do what I want to do and I wanted to go downtown and have fun with him because we didn't get to the night before. We eventually calmed down but he still feels a bit territorial over my curiousity of doing threesomes with other couples or being with another guy. I can understand that, he doesn't want another man to replace him, but part of me really is curious to see how things are on my own. I am mostly batting in the lesbian league right now but I know that after I figure that I out I will want to move on to something else and the threesome thing is an interest. Don't know if/when I will act on it but someday I will try it on my own. I know the dangers of doing it now after the whole Swappernet scene and the fact that if I do act on those desires spk won't ever speak to me again but I have a latent brewing curiousity about it that I know will be sated by age 25. As for the Schvitz, it was very fun once we cooled down and got over ourselves. I found a nice black couple in the downstairs hot tub and got to pet her pussy for awhile while she pet mine. I played with her big jugs too for a bit but this hairy fat guy got really pushy in there and she turned back to her partner once he crowded my hand off of her. Spk and I decided to take off then because we both felt uncomfortable and we told them to say hello to us later, which they did but nothing more than that happened with them. Eventually headed upstairs and played with two couples. The first was a really hung large black guy with a white middle aged woman. She wasn't hot but she was friendly. the black guy was really hung and uncut and I sucked him some and she sucked spk. spk got hard and we took turns spoiling the guys. The black guy ate me a lot, hehe, and she ate me once and she was right that I did perfer him but that's only because he really does eat some mad pussy! I was amazed because he asked if he could eat me while I was just sitting around naked and he did such a good job that I was feeling a bit too spoiled until the girl showed up. He made me cum twice with my body shaking all over and I got him close to cumming but he didn't want to just yet. She and I 69d after I ate her a bit and that was all right but I got a neck cramp. spk ate her too but she left to get some ice and apparently found another girl to eat downstairs, according to reports. After the big black guy left, he had such a big dick with a nice foreskin...mmm...we started talking to the other black couple beside us who was rolling up a blunt. The fat guy from the hot tub was with them and I didn't really like him but I tolerated him. It was getting late after we all smoked so I asked her if I could eat her pussy and confessed that I had never eaten a black girl before (really I hadn't!). She let me dig in with my mouth only, which was slightly disappointing but not much, and I ate her out for a long time. Hard to breathe but fun to do because I was kneeling down all subbie like and hoping to please her. I ran out of breath though and spk got to finish the job. I wanted a bit back after a while but I decided to let him have fun because although I liked it once it got going, for some odd reason the first taste of a girl's twat always throws me off. I don't know why, maybe I am just weird, but I hope this doesn't mean that my lesbian card gets revoked. Spk and I headed to the bathroom before we left and I sucked him up and we fucked until he came. I was overstimulated at this point so I came too and I had a nice buzzy cummy glow on the way to the car. Screwed too when we got home. He started off by licking me up and moving on from there. he started licking my asshole and although I was dog tired I got horny yet again. He fucked from behind and although I was sore as hell I got off again before we went to sleep. He rolled over with it rock hard at 7am too but I couldn't do it, not on four hours of sleep. I apologize hun for being grouchy but I needed the sleep more. Had some nice morning sex too and jacked off afterward. I still get self conscious about doing that in front of other people, amazingly enough. He was nice about it though. I came again but it was weird, usually with the vibe I get a clenching orgasm but this time all I got was my clit feeling really good. It wasn't bad, just unusual. I went at it again and it did the same thing, pissy sensation, cummy sensation, climax, no movement from the vagina. I was wondering if my kegels were bad, seeing as I tried to squeeze his cock earlier while screwing and I wasn't sure if he could feel it, but I decided that maybe he was right and it was worn out. He took the vibe again though and ran it over my hand while I fingered my pussy and I got off one last time and, even though it took longer than usual, it was really really cool. I never cum from my fingers in any way so I was a bit scared but in the end it was fun and a good learning experience. As for the rest of today, blah. I have the write at least a rough of the essay. I am trying to reach D about tomorrow's run but no luck on that yet. Spk's car is getting messed with and I attempted to invesigate the problem but I have no suspects. I really hate to think that the good neighbors I have would be doing such a thing and I really want it to be an electrical issue but I know that it probably isn't. *sigh* people relations have been getting weird lately (mercury in retrograde?) and very strained for me so I hope that everyone bounces back sometime soon. all right, it's 4pm now that I have just the basics done. time to grind I guess... Daphne |