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Breakup Weekend arrghhh lost an entry again...grrrr okay, short summary, spk and I spent the last few days together and things went well. It wasn't perfect and it really sucked when we would get tender and then something or someone would come between us but in the end everything was lovely. We decided to leave the relationship totally open and still screw each other and be friends. It has its awkward moments but so far it is working. I enjoy it anyways, and we had some lovely bouts of tender kissing passionate sex between us the last couple of days that I sorely miss him. Got in a few arguments too but overall it was one of my best breakups. decided to ditch TS over the weekend due to her playing a practical joke on me that seemed too much like a stalker, she came up to me as a man while I was waiting for a bus and didn't say anything until she called from home. It was too weird. I also discussed it with spk and he is right, she is more a drag queen than a TS so I bid her adieu over the phone and she hasn't contacted me since. Bishy and Hands though have, today anyways. I decided not to call them back and both of us have decided not to see them again. Unsure about future plans but we know that much about the plans. Watched Secretary yesterday and I highly recommend it to anyone who likes BD. It is very kinky and a good movie to watch overall. I was very upset that we had to stop it halfway through for me to see my father and my friend from high school who said they would drop by around one. hahaha what a lie. lots of jogging around to avoid my father seeing spk around and it sucked being away from him. I forgot that my friend's family are Christian Conservatives and I got pretty harshly attacked for my beliefs on sex worker's rights. I broke down and cried in the China Buffet and even though her mother claims not to mean it, she was pretty vehemently arguing against decriminalization. Overall, that lunch blew like nothing else before and I decided to chuck her phone number as I don't want to see her mother ever again. As for today, my evil office assistant bitched me out for taking my keys out of her desk this morning before anyone got in to DO MY JOB! grrr...but I will admit the office is super busy and she has a right to want someone to take her calls because there is far to much work for her to do on her own. It just sucks that I have to be in there with the Bitch Queen herself. grrr... Went to one class which was all right, sucked a lot listening to the prof go over and over the basic rules of college yet again...read things before the lecture, don't be absent, don't be late, go to office hours, participation is important, blah blah blah...honestly, don't we KNOW all this already? sheesh!!! it's pretty simple folks...be good and do the normal shit yet again and you will do fine. God, I am glad that I only have to listen to this BS twice. Almost makes me want to be done with school. Speaking of which, got an email back from my real advisor saying that she probably won't ever be able to meet with me this term because of her duties due to becoming Chair of her department. I get that she is busy and wants me to work to with Gayle Rubin (whose email now appears not to be onlne) but doesn't she have to meet with me sometime? like at least once every month or so? I don't know but I pray that it will all work out somehow. Worst case: I work my ass off and graduate like a normal person...depressing but copeable. arrghh. should read something and do something or eat something. bah! Daphne |