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sex in the Huron, allergic reaction to porn, gangbanging Say some prayers today folks...they sure could help. aight, assuming he calls me, or not, it seems that my client is actually serious about meeting me this time. he has missed a couple of meetings in the past and I hope that my replies to his emails didn't come too late for him. I know, I should have checked when I got home. so, hopefully he'll show up and I can get some money for the next few weeks. I am almost set on depositing it but I want to get my hair done or cut again before schools starts I think. But I hope he's patient. This has been a rough two days on my body. here's what's broken folks. 1) sore unshaved pussy. not as bad as it was last night when it literally hurt like hell but I am sure with a cock slamming into the back wall again it will scream. this is one of those times when I kind of wish that the guy has a small dick, as opposed to my usual wish for good sex, so that it won't hit the back and make me cry. as for shaving, I can't now because that would invite disease later on in the day. but on the good side the coochie is wet and nice smelling and he has told me that he is older and needs a gentle touch so let's hope that is enough. 2) butt bombs. because I can't rely on my ass for this kind of work. not after what I sent down the pooper this morning. too scared unless he is small enough to not disturb life in there. 3) allergies. painful but true. my nose has been running with watery eyes and general bitchiness for the last three days. just took a tablet and let's hope that helps. that's about it for broken parts but who really wants sex with a sneezing, shitting, worn out hooker today? yeah I thought so. I would set up an escort website for myself today but I also have to talk to my boss at work sometime this week, buy food, finish off the reading I was doing even though neither advisor has responded to me, and hang with spk because he left his phone here. but it is nice to have the place to myself again and be home. I missed being home :D In other news of the week's review...spk and I had some nice sex in the Huron yesterday off of a park and ride. we wandered back and smoked a bowl next to the river and went wading, me in some lacy white panties, and him in his jeans. he felt me up and got me excited so I made a bet to try and do it right there in the river. it worked for a bit and then died out. we tried it again on shore but flying bugs and prickly weeds, the ones with the huge thorns, eventually drove us to give up. we smoked another bowl and left, but later regretted that because a hot girl with rastafarian dreds passed us with her two dogs on the way to the water and I think she might have been fun to get high. oh well...so it goes. in other sexual news, spk's planning another gangbang for me. I am not feeling up to it at the moment, coochie being sore, but I think it could be fun if I can pull it off again. getting old, not that 19 year old gangbanging go girl anymore, but maybe I can handle 4-5 black guys again. lol. should be fun to squeeze in with all the parties that are planned for early september. and now, I must admit, the sad part of my sexual life over the past week...I had an allergic reaction to porn. yes, you heard me, an allergic reaction to porn. something i thought would never happen did. spk was watching one of the Bang Bus videos where the girl was being forced into sex and then yelled at on camera where you could tell that she was being hurt or almost raped, and I lost it. I broke down into tears and ran from the room. I went all the way back across the trailer into the bedroom, shut the bedroom door, and wrote about my reaction in my paper journal. Personally, I couldn't believe it. I usually like porn, or at least can deal with it, but coming off of feminist literature into something so demeaning threw me. on the one hand, I am glad I learned what people feel about porn first hand, but on the other I hate any porn that demeans women. I decided that. I like most of the stuff spk and i watch because I can tell that the actresses are enjoying getting fucked and doing what they do, but watching shit like Bang Bus just made me want to retch and cry. I broke down the rest of the day because it made me question everything about men and spk and I and I knew that he would dismiss my honest reaction to the medium but I tried to talk to him about it anyway. not sure if it worked or not but we'll see. and for a last bit of good news. Moscat agreed to visit some time this week to shoot public nudes with me. more on the list of what I am going to shoot and that project later. need to shower and start the day! Daphne |