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Boss in early, short entry Okay, I think I found a reason to go home early...I feel PMSy shitty. ugh. I put on my red pants which usually fit well and I am bloated all to hell. I am starting to get cramps or weird movements through the intestines, not sure which. and I have hot flashes. and no, I don't think this is all from the weed. I think the hot flashes are real. Usually I feel like the office is freezing and now I am sweating like a pig and hating the fact that my hair is holding a lot of it. I feel so fucking dirty it's sad. ahhh I want to go home and lie down. I kind of wish spk had left me more smoke so I could get through two days without worrying but I'll live. maybe I'll be fine in a few hours, maybe not. I know that I need to get Advil at the store tomorrow, along with a bunch of other shit, so hopefully I'll live. I also have to stop chomping my fingernails off. I have an obessesion with that right now. I think it's because I don't have any pens to chomp so if you see me with my bitten off nails that's why. that is if you see me. I know, I haven't been online much and I haven't even been out much. Troma and I were talking about Innocent and how we both want to be friends with him even though he isn't interested in either of us sexually. So we need to phone him. oh crap big boss just came in...if I abort quickly I apologize. Well, I need to phone him. He's a cool guy. In my defense though I haven't been phoning anyone. I haven't been emailing anyone. I have just kind of been doing my work, going to work, doing my own stuff and not really contacting anyone. So I apologize to anyone out there who has been waiting for me to come online to chat. Best bet for everyone is to email me, and email me something I can respond to. sending me porn doesn't help...well, it helps but I might not answer it. and for everyone that is in my real life, call me and ask me out again. I'll go. I am just not up to making those decisions on my own. I don't know why. I am just lazy and lying around the house right now sounds like fun. ok the boss wants me to do something, goddamn him, so I might have to make this shorter than planned. we'll see. yesterday was a nice day in the office. The boss was gone. Troma and I watched Storytelling which I highly recommend. We had to watch the R version because of work and I am amazed that we didn't get caught. This black woman wandered in during part of it and I had him shut it off, it was during the major sex scene, and right when we turned it back on, it was when the guy makes the girl call him a nigger. so lucky. The sex scene was dirty and cool though. the censorship was funny. They couldn't show the master shot with her getting fucked from behind so instead of just blocking out the fun parts the director just threw a big red box over the entire couple and all you get to see is a red box on the screen and hear fuck noises. very funny. there was another cool part in it where two of the characters are trying to fix a camera by banging on it with a hammer...hilarious. I was thinking of borrowing it to show to spk but I think Troma is going to show it to a few people more before I can. good movie though, very sexual and dirty with that girl from Cruel Intentions (the innocent one at the beginning), and then very introspective about the life of a stoner kid. kind of reminded me about spk, but unsure if that was his kind of youth. could be though :) forgot Go on the way home so spent the night stoned and talking. Spk took a gander at my cookbook and agreed to do one meal a week with me out of it. He's so sweet. I need to learn to cook too and I would like to see him show off his gormet skills. It got late though and I asked about trying to find a book for us and we got in a funny conversation. "Hey weren't we going to buy a book to read?" "That's more of a saterday morning activity. Oh God, I am starting to segregate activites into perfect times of the day to do them! I am getting so old!" "Yeah...go buy a book Sat morning and then go out to a nice brunch? End with the early bird dinner?" "No, no, no. do the early bird breakfast, go out book shopping, have a light brunch, go to the park and then do the early bird dinner at Old Country Buffet!" dunno if it's funny now but it was funny at the time. oh geez, getting more work to do. Well, to shorten the night. We went to Denny's and appeased my guilt. We came home. We had sex before then and I got worn out. Came once, waiting for him to but got tired out before he could :(. I rode him a bit until my legs started killing me and then had to stop. It was fun though and I can hardly wait to do it again. hopefully I won't feel this shitty after work tomorrow. Oh yeah, I did advise him though to warn me more when he is going to start playing with my ass. Usually I am concentrating on my cunt and then the ass surprise messes me up so I advised him to say something like, "I got to finger that hot ass baby" or "you want some fingers?" or "Let me probe that thing!" okay maybe not the last one but the boss is getting annoying so I got to go. was going to post my banner that I made today and let you know about i2u2u2me but I don't have the time. damn all bosses that come in early. It's like parents coming home early. so so wrong. Daphne Ok tried doing banner at work, turned out well, can write the code but need to put it on at home so that I can have a place that will keep the banner up and hosted for y'all to see. Will do it tonight (swear) and maybe make another one. I think I might buy into Diaryland and give up with these nutty free sites. Dunno yet. Will show you the banner though in an update later on today! |