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IMAX a good big, some women a bad big morning all, in case you cared, I am still alive. just didn't have time or motivation to write this weekend and I need to find some. I need to work on my thesis and get some notes done (I am not even to the hard theoretical part in this book so I am getting scared about meeting deadlines) which means that I need to start cracking down on the free time. I think that I might just pass on seeing spk until Friday or ask him to come over on Friday later in the day instead of coming over Thursday night. I tend not to get anything done when he is around because we have to share a machine at either house and with one of us taking it up the other one has nothing to do...how sad is that? we are total computer junkies... oh yeah, and of course I have no groceries and D is coming over today too after work. I asked her to because I haven't seen her in a while and I planned to have something done on those fronts but she tends to run late. hopefully, she'll call if she is and I can run out and do the shopping or whatever without wasting our time. it's going to be a long fun day. oh yeah, and my big boss is gone for the week. he gave us tons of projects to work on though because the last time I was left in charge nothing got done. I am going to work on inventory a bit but I think that I am going to table the packing lists for later and work on taking thesis notes at work too. my little boss doesn't mind if I do homework on the clock because he recognizes that we are students so he doesn't invent busy work for us. personally, that is great and if I can get something done this week while working I will really appreciate it. -sigh- wow long sleepy morning. the weekend was pretty good. I did the experiment Friday and that went all right. The worst part was getting the tube down into my stomach because I have a huge gag reflex and I thought that I was going to choke myself to death on the thing. the numbing spray helped but not much because it tasted SO nasty that I couldn't keep it down. when they were aligning the tube under the X ray I thought that I was nearly going to die and ended up spitting up a lot on the shoulder of my johnnie. luckily, the doctor was a really sweet older Russian guy and he was very cool about it. by the end of the day I felt kind of shitty about what I put him through with my body misbehaving but he took it all in stride. once the tube was down and I was somewhat adjusted to it, it really rubbed the crap out of my throat because I always had to swallow around it, the enemas and the anal tube and the actual experiment weren't that bad. I was hooked up to a machine that sends gas through my system and measured how much of it came back out at the end. I got to rate the feeling of the gas going through my system and fill out a chart every 15 mins about general feelings of pain and such. I will admit that the day kind of wore me out because I had to lie down for like 6 hours on a hard bed and read or think or sleep. it wasn't too much fun but I got to be babied, which never happens, and I felt like I was doing something good with my body. once the tube was out at the end I farted for about an hour afterwards, oderless though because it was the remains of the gas in my system, and I was fine. I had to eat something (all I got was hospital toast and one egg with some salt and a tiny bit of water an hour before the end) but I was okay. some funny stuff about this though was I got to use a bedpan for the first time and I did it wrong...i did it backwards basically and had to hoist myself over it and pee with everything open facing the outside door. it was so weird...but I was already hooked up to the machine by the time I could pee for a urine sample so I let him know that I could do it and that was the way I did. it was a lot of relief though...and the other funny/horrible thing was the anal tube got clogged at the start of the second session and they thought that I might have to repeat the session because it wasn't collecting the gas. he hit reverse on it and it blew inside of me a few times, sexual but not too much so folks, and after a while he said that he had enough data so that I wouldn't have to go back. I was seriously worried but luckily the tube unclogged itself after a while so I didn't have to face a third time with the tube. as for the actual weekend. spk and I saw the 2nd Matrix at the IMAX. it was an okay movie. I liked the first better because it had more of a Sci Fi basis while this one had more of an action movie feel to it. we went to a late show and I kept dozing during the dull parts and the long ass action sequences. they were cool and all but a little too much that late at night for me ZZZZZZ I did learn that I have been to an IMAX before at Cedar Point. they way spk described it with a dome and seats on your back was very different from the IMAX at Henry Ford which is a basic normal IMAX. We searched online again though and learned that the Science Center IMAX is the more expensive Dome IMAX and that was the cool one, not the normal one we went to. so we saw listings for sunday on sunday afternoon and Top Speed was still playing out at the Science Center and we tried to go but the combination of traffic and construction stopped us. we got kind of lost too and it really sucked. so we headed home and tried to slut up some fun for later. spk discoverd that the lesbian chats actually yield more women and couples than the straight chats do and we found three girls that turned out to be couples that would play with us if they had time. one did though so we headed out to their place around 8. I really wanted to play with a girl yesterday too and after the morning of my wanting and needing passionate sex, accompanied with moans and whipers and licks of everything spk, trying to kiss and make love to him like another woman and craving his cock, I was jonsing for a passionate girl to share it with. so we headed out and she was pretty cool when we got there. a little too much of a drug addict for me, she parties hard, and a little to big but I decided that it might be interesting. however, once the boys ran to the store she told me that her relationship with her boyfriend was new and almost undefined until she made him stick some label on it to explain it to us. they had only been together three weeks so far and once we got into the bedroom I could tell that they were just really into each other. I tried to suck spk some and we 69d with each other and he wanted me to play with her but she seemed a little focused on her man and well, this is a little mean but she was a bit big for me and her cunt was a bit too smelly. ok small detraction here...I don't mind the smell of pussy but when it is super pungent and possibly smells like someone hasn't washed i am out of there. usually if I like a girl I am all over her, if I don't I hang back and see what happens. I fingered this gal's pussy a little but when the smell got too ripe I lost what small turnon I had. so we adjourned to the bathroom and I told spk my problem with it, that and neither of them seemed interested in us, we think that he just wanted to see her with another woman, and we tried again but left soon after pleading an early morning. they were nice people though and would be good friends and all but I lost my cool. I apologized to spk, who I know NEEDS some fun -as do I, I am getting incredibly bored with working through couples and not scoring- and he said that it was okay. her body overcame what my mouth was doing, until later that night... I had a fun time on the ride home though because we started reminiscing about all the bad times we have had swinging and all the nasty couples we have run across and all the assholes who make threesome offers to me but don't want him. it was very funny to recount those old times and very positive because it reminded me that if things go poorly he'll still be around to laugh at it in a few months. people are funny though, I have to admit that, and i am sure that I have freaked some people out myself so I am not going to throw stones. I joke like mad when I am nervous, even during sex, and I have my oddities but some of the people we have met were far worse...and it's funny as hell to think back on all of that...memories. hopefully soon though we'll find a couple or two that will click and be hot and all that. I am getting a little fed up with only being able to meet single guys and larger women off of the internet (and I know that I shouldn't bitch because i like D and she isn't tiny but her personality is what I adore...and we'll see about the sexual stuff today)but it seems that we either have to work through a pay site or do this hit or miss thing. personally, it is bugging me...that and couples only looking for women, I mean HELLO! there are no single bi females, just get the man too, they're FUN! and I don't get why people don't want spk because he is sweet and VERY sexually talented and won't hurt women with the big dick, just pleasure them, and pussies do bounce back you know. but people are crazy and size queens are hard to find. hopefully we'll get some luck. I think hanging out at the Schvitz did more for us than anything else did so I am looking forward to going back. well that killed an hour...now to test the damn returns. oh yeah here's another tip for the men, READ PROFILES before bugging me on yahoo and don't start off the conversation by telling me how Ugly I am -one guy did this to me yesterday- it doesn't get you laid! and don't argue with me about hooking either, I am not here to pry money out of you, either pay up or shut up :) okay? as one good friend said it ain't the WAL-MART or a used car, you don't get to haggle, it only pisses the whore off. Daphne |