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fat folks back at work again but after seeing spk and snuggling with him this morning it ain't so bad. I just wish that it hadn't been as steamy out last night as it was...ugh. I didn't do much during the dya yesterday and spk came over early, he has been having half days so that's nice that he can make it over before 8ish. I had JUST finished my shower and greeted him in my towel. we giggled and watched the old Harry Potter film on HBO, which is sadly scrambling itself more and more right now. part of that was my fault because I was watching Ice Age on it before he came over. After a while we headed out for the usual Wed night drinking fun. The 8 ball was nice but I was thinking more in terms of a walk, damn heat, so I wasn't too into the bar. I checked out this hotish black guy though but never got a chance to eye him over...oh well. I also had my first shot of Jagermeister and it tastes like fucked up cough syrup. It also forced me into the bad alcohol face a few times. not my thing but I think I will do shots of everything and work my way through the bar so that I can kind of get the hang of what drinks should taste like. honestly, I should just buy a cocktail book and work on that but once again, a lack of time. we headed home around eleven out of there and wandered over to the parking structure on Washington that overlooks Gothom City...I kept cracking up at the Humpty Dumpty on top of Gothom, I was kind of lit...and we both had a nice piss on the top of the structure. I flashed some guy driving out and he said "Niiiiicceee" with a good sized grin. I was happy. :D I love the power of the boobs! anyway, I like pissing outside, it's fun and I rarely get to do it because I worry about it running into my socks and I can't do it in pants. Mom says she will show me how someday, she lived in the Everglades for like nine months or more so she has it down, but she hasn't been around to educate me. but with skirts it's ok, I just hike them up and relax, it's better when I am drunk, and there I go...I know spk likes watching that so it was fun. I sucked his dick a bit but my back and legs hurt so we headed back home. or did we? hehe...we ended up in that alley next to the Hands On Museum again and he fucked me on the stoop again. I enjoyed it and bounced up and down on his dick until he came. I had a nice drink but it wasn't much so I was a bit confused. he apologized for going quicker than usual, I was just getting warmed up, but the setting and the fact that I was bouncing on the head of his dick like mad shot him off. it was fine with me :) I enjoyed it. lol but it doesn't end...we got back to the house and I declared that it was too hot to snuggle. we threw off the comforter and I wrapped myself up in my sheet, I always need something to sleep under, and while yakking about weight issues and other things I started playing with his dick. I wasn't expecting anything but IT GOT HARD AGAIN. so deciding that the talk probably wasn't helping I started sucking on it but it didn't take long until he rolled me over doggie style for another round. I had to grab some lube, I was still just barely healed, and he fucked me good and blew another load that I sucked up. then it was about midnight and we were all sticky and decided to go to sleep. he stole my sheet back later in the night and all was well. so here's a new question that I would like some feedback on...hit the tagboard or whatever, are fat people more prevalent in the summer or am I just seeing them more now because the mass of skinny college people are gone? I have been pondering this for a few days...and I am not talking semi chubby people like me, I am talking FAT people, people with rolls, people who waddle (I tend to think that I don't waddle), people who honestly should lose at least fifty pounds. I keep seeing them everywhere...I walk outside and fat guys and gals are waddling around doing whatever and I wonder, are they coming out more because of the heat, or am I seeing them because they aren't bundled up? do they hibernate in the winter? is it because the screen of skinny people aren't around anymore that the fatties just stand out? it's strange but anywhere I go I see at least two fat people hanging around if not more and it's getting kind of weird. some places I expect them, like the Old Country Buffet...you go in there and you know that larger people are going to be in there chowing down, which for me always creates a conflict. it both says they cook well, because I hate to say it but fat people KNOW where to eat, but also that you shouldn't eat the food, kind of like a visual warning to watch your intake (and yes, I know that is cruel). I was talking about that with spk last night though. he isn't into bigger women and I know that if I got fat he'd be gone. It's kind of like a strange sort of motivation to keep thin or to keep losing weight. I know swinging isn't about competition and right now I do love my size because although I am not perfect I can do a lot with myself and I am pretty attractive, at least I think so, but fat people do serve as a reminder to me to stay on my healthy diet and exercise a lot. my main worry though is after college when I won't be walking everywhere and I won't have tons of time to exercise and knowing me I won't be making that sort of time. my mother might be right and that my metabolism might be kicking in, hers did too around college, but I do fear that I will put the weight on after college and everything cool will end. I know, it won't, there are tons of BBW parties and things -eww- but I'd rather be skinnier than fatter. maybe I can watch things better than I do now. oh and is there a connection between being fat and being a receptionist? the last three receptionists we have had have been overweight. both women were VERY fat and the guy, who was really cool and nice, had a bit of paunch but it wasn't bad yet (he had just gotten married and started the 30 something gut). the one we have now was hired because she was a friend of the person who was hiring but she has the rolls going on and the woman before her was huge. the other office assistants are also kind of big, Blondie being bigger than Codi, but I shouldn't smash either of them because Blondie has major health issues and Codi has this bladder thing, but I have always wondered. wandering around through other departments it seems to be a trend, like fat truckers, and I know part of it because we sit on our butts all day and vegetate but I also wonder if there is something more to it than that. sorry about the rant folks...things like this have been rattling around in my head. call me anti-fattie if you will but it bugs me. I work with larger clients and I don't mind it too much, somedays it is a little disgusting the girths businessmen get to, but overall I can roll with it. I don't say anything off...I just wonder and remain thankful about my own situation. though at times it does jump start me into doing more cruches. Daphne |