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Schvitz first time, redecorated it's monday morning again and I apologize for my weekend laziness. I turned out a review for my advisor but little else, and honestly the review should have been done long before that. part of me argues that I should quit smoking because when I am not around it I actually do stuff and I enjoy getting things done more than relaxing. I guess I am more driven about life right now than spk because getting high and chilling is getting less and less appealing for me all around. anyway, the weekend went pretty well. I had some spaz sessions on Friday and Saterday about wanting to leave Ann Arbor and do something drastic with my life. honestly, i am getting bored researching, studying, working and screwing, sure it's fun but after a while it gets dull. I am craving more adventure, a tatoo, a piercing, skydiving, SOMETHING new...it's going to be sad when i hit thirty isn't it? the only thing new then will be death...but yeah I am getting tired of it all. I have thought about social work and how great my apt is and that I do want to stay in this nice little town but my rebel side wants to run away to California and turn tricks, work with the stars of feminist porn, and generally fuck things up. so it's getting difficult to sit in one place and think about how great it is when I realize that the town is small, the shows are small, there is no dirty section of town to love and explore, work and school are dull and enforce the same midwestern abstinance values, and frankly I am sick of it. I want a car and some time to myself to go somewhere. start over, find something new, scare some new people, everything here is getting too mundane. my mother's wanderlust is active... friday sucked though, I will admit that and it was my fault. I thought that spk and I were going to go do something so I decided to pop the caffine tab that Troma gave me one day at work. well, I was upset about stuff Codi and I had talked about while redecorating the apt, and the caffine gave me a short temper so I raised some shit that was pissing me off up and spk decided that we were just going home. It got better after a cute session of wrestling on the bed and the floor until I whacked my elbow but I will admit that my buzz lasted a long time. I couldn't sleep and I was living in manic for awhile after spk went to sleep. I did try though and I must have slept somehow that night. as for the redecorating, it is really nice now and I recommend coming over sometime soon. The bed is now against the corner with the window so that the street can watch me, the computer is across from that so if I reinstall the webcam it will be easy to see me work, the blowjob chair is now across from the TV so the blowjob part works and the chair is more in use and inviting, and the bed and the chair are separated by the coffee table which serves as a long junk table for various stuff. the small tables are stuffed up against the door and serve as more premenant junk holders. all in all though, the design is one that suits an exhibitionist like me. I can work on the bed in front of the window and show off, I can show off in front of a client or another person in the chair, I can have about three or four people on the bed and two people on the chair and two to four people on the floor in front of the chair now so in my efficiency I can outfit space for about a ten person orgy. it won't be a perfect fit or entirely comfortable without an air matress but it looks doable. and that helps =) now to answer the big question, assuming my bowels will let me, what happened at the Schvitz? we went saterday night and I had a really good time. it was smaller than I thought it was but very well equipped. we got there early and I liked that because we were able to enjoy the steam room and the hot tubs before the mingling began. the steam room isn't my thing, sweating is just not appealing because it usually gives me more skin issues and not less, but I liked the hot tubs and I really enjoyed being able to run around naked without worrying about my appearance to other people, very liberating. anyway, after some drinks, spk took me to the outside hot tub where I chatted with this glamorous red headed woman. she appears to be a regular and was very sweet to me for a bit. -oh yeah I should put in a good lol here, by the end of the night I realized that I had hooked up with two of the best looking women in the place, not out of any need to conquer that but just because I liked them and was good and relaxed about myself- nothing happened with her that night but we saw her later and if we come back I am sure things will progress. she wanted to leave the hot tubs after a while though and spk and I decided to get out too but I didn't want to chase her so we waited a bit. on the way back to the dining area a slender brunnette started laughing at one my offhand comments so I decided to stride over and talk to her on the side of the tub. we chatted about tattoos and piercings, she wanted me to get my belly done but I don't think that is going to happen, and she introduced her male friend who was okay looking, well all right, he was buff but not in the right space for me...not that it mattered, spk made me sore most of the weekend ;) anyway, we started to bond and i liked them. she had to go to the bathroom so I went with her to chat some more, you know, girl talk, and she told me about her orientation, bi, and her interesting living situation. several guys ogled us in the bathroom together and I enjoyed that and she was very nice to me about my slight body issues, but funny thing was I didn't think about them too much that night. I guess giving up the body issues to God was working for me! we headed back and later that evening we ended up massaging her on the tables with her escort. she has lovely skin by the way. they offered to switch and do me but they only got through my feet when I remembered that spk put his Prince Albert in to show her because she wanted to see it. I was looking at his dick so I drew her attention to it. she checked it out and started sucking it. soon her man was eating my pussy and after a few directions doing a decent job. I was really tender that night so it took a lot to get me going. I told him that vibes work better and he went to see if he had one in his car, which was sweet, and I scooted over to the other table and watched her and spk. by the way hun, I wasn't pissed off, just miffed about my own body not working and that's why I was a little indifferent. she sucked him well though and I went over after her man didn't have a vibe and had spk lick my pussy while her escort played with my breasts and rubbed my back. after a while we switched and she ate me, mouth like a hoover much better than the man, and then we switched again and I got under her to eat her as she sucked her escort. mmmmm yeah must admit she had a tasty twat and it was very tight and warm and wet and fun to stimulate. she shuddered and quietly came for me, something I normally attribute to warming up for myself, but she seemed to enjoy it. shortly thereafter, due to my complaints of attempting to raise myself in some weird fashion to eat her and hurting my neck in the process, the four of us decided to head upstairs. we brushed past the onlookers and she led the way. once upstairs, her man ate me some more with better results and she and spk 69d. I was a bit envious because she wanted him a bit more but I didn't mind too much...I was trying to be nice to her man too because I didn't want him to feel left out so I played with his dick a bit and watched them. it was actually very enjoyable to watch a room full of people starting to engage in lustful behavoir with few attachments. quite liberating as well. I alternated between eyeing her and spk and watching this other couple where she was sucking his dick, oh yeah it was the second biggest dick in the place too =). he was fun to watch and with a hand signal invited me to join if I wanted and I must admit I was turned on because he had the light on him like a porn set and I did want to be the second girl trading off... spk bopped back over again after they stopped the 69 and fucked me for a bit. she sucked her partner's cock again but I couldn't take too much more of the fucking. I didn't want to end the evening but I had to get high or I would be screaming in terror and pain so I asked if we could hit the car for a few. I emphasized that I was fine with him and our cute new girl buddy but i wanted to have fun too and my pussy was not cutting it. spk was nice and we smoked a bowl in the car and came back in. they got confused though with our leaving and we on the way out. we explained but it was 1:30am so they were heading home. they were regulars though so they promised to see us again. but we had another half hour to kill so we headed back in. spk wanted to see if the guy and girl I was checking out, he caught me, were still around. as he headed towards the bathroom I saw them entering the video room and followed them in. I joined them on their couch and spk followed soon after. I watched her eat her man's big cock as I sucked spk up. after a bit we traded and I tried to do a good bj on him. he seemed to enjoy it. he wasn't as huge as spk but mostly the right size to have fun with without hurting. the men switched and ate the girls for a bit and I played with her breasts. then the two couples separated and I heard some discussion about me fucking her or something and I was half tempted to say let her come back over here and I will! he claimed later that she wanted me to but was too shy to initiate it. the lights came on too soon though and we all headed back to change into street clothes. I liked both of them though so we got their number and hopefully we can meet up this weekend! I am still sore though and it was a weekend loaded with sex. spk has been spoiling me. we showed off on cam, we had sex in several places, and it seems that meeting people has peaked his sexual energy. I have enjoyed the times too because i took them like a dare. once I was comfortable in the Schvitz I let myself out and controlled the situation as I saw fit and from what I hear there are no complaints. three successful crusies all of which were good looking women and no thought or panic about things on my part. I am giving myself gold stars all around. things are looking up and hopefully i can deal with all situations this well and without worries. it's been over an hour here though so I should get. I don't want to work, I want to be at home taking notes and bookings but I got to do my job for a bit. Daphne |