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almost toilet house arrest uggghhhhh I am still passing out the aftereffects of bad Denny's and a bit of anitbiotics that made me have the worst stomach cramps, lightheadedness, and hyperventailation I have had in a long while. I did get out to Towner though and I did make it into work today to keep my little boss company. The big boss is out today too, which is good because I don't have much patience, so I think that I can survive. I didn't want to call in on toilet house arrest (where you can't move more than 5 ft away from the jakes) so I am here. I am stoned as all gladness too and everything is tingling. Let's hope this lasts. But anyway, I now have reliable confirmation that what I have is bad skin. Yup, no herpes. i still love that place too because they treat me with respect and like I can use my brain. the worst person I had to speak to was the HIV test lady, I decided to just check everything while I was there, who thought spk and I should go back to condoms, although I don't think that is an option right now. I don't think that she understood that I was taking the test for clean results not because I thought that I had contracted anything, but it was okay, she was MUCH nicer than UHS. about the bad skin...probably due to working in pants and sweating like crazy. The sweat got into a recent shave job and infected it. The little bits of scar tissue will always be there, although more minimal, and that bites beacuse it is hard to explain to other people...there goes my job. She basically told me to put warm compresses on it to open up the pores, buy Dove soap and not the other stuff I have been buying, slick some vitamin E on it if I want it to heal faster, and to air out the area by wearing skirts...which I am currently doing with no panties. My lips are still irritated but she said that it looked very healthy and that probably went with the skin infections. oh yeah, and never pop zits in that area, it just makes things much worse. that was good :) she did a pelvic and send away the results for testing. they finished my hepitis vaccines too, which was partly why I was reeling later on...lotta drugs in one body. They are good with their needles though because it really doesn't hurt when they do it, while UHS and the Red Cross work to make me paranoid of needles. so that was yesterday, well add in three or four hours of grabbing my stomach like I was going to puke but couldn't do anything except ride out body killing cramps (at least until the great BOB said hello) and attempt to hang out outside for the air (add in some hyperventilation and general paranoia) and we're good. Don't know what more to say. I did learn that Troma likes to Karoke though and hopefully we can get together and go sometime. He's really awesome and we can joke about sex and stuff but there is no tension between us. It's kind of like we are family that sees each other only at work. It's cool and I would like to see him outside of here for a few drinks or whatever. anyway, i can't focus and I need to get some of that outside air. If I blow you off today online or whatever, it's not personal. I just feel like shit. Daphne Hey Spk, I Love You Babe! Sorry about the illness and lack of partying. It's only a passing thing though. Thanks for driving slower though. =)
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