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why swingers ads suck morning all again...happy back to work tuesday. I am still amazed that I finished off the reading yesterday because I took notes on about a hundred pages that day and I still got it all done. whew! I have to do it all over again though and that is going to suck. once again, I have no idea how I am supposed to get through all of this work and play and somehow formulate a thesis. I am kind of miffed at myself because it is the end of may and I have only read about three books on the subject. Optimistically, you can say that is about a book a week but shouldn't I be going faster? I mean, honestly, aren't all the other writers already pretty set with their research? I feel pretty lost right now and I am horribly scared that I won't be able to finish this project or make it turn out well because I had fun over the summer and didn't work. part of me is still considering have the cable removed for cutting costs and forcing myself to study. the TV tends to be the biggest obstacle to me actually doing anything, well work is too but I have to do that, so part of me is considering having it taken out. I might actually do it too if I keep thinking that i am not being productive. I know that I shouldn't worry too much, these things take time, and my cohorts will also be having fun on their vacations too so it's not like I am falling too far behind the mark. hell...I am sure a lot of people wait until the school year to start working so I am better than some potentional slackers, right? anyway, we didn't do anything for those last three days. I read my thing, spk cleaned more of his house, which was good, and we got high sometimes. nothing much. I wanted to go out a bit but the work pinned me in, that and various skin problems. I had a second zit or whatever and I popped it and it's still healing down there. I threw some trisporin on it this morning and I am hoping it cleans itself up. in other skin news, I am getting another fever blister on my lip and I am sure that the rest of my body is planning something wacky too. i hope that it's honestly nothing but I do tend to get freaked when my body keeps screwing things up like that. I am not worried about going out though because we are super booked until about mid June right now. I have shoots, $$$, and fun planned almost every weekend, the worst being that of the 13th of June with two back to back orgies....oh geez...I have fears that I will never walk again. Luckily, the worse of the two is the latter...well I shouldn't dog KT too much but I haven't met anyone in that group that is real about sex with couples. It's mostly singles and the women tend not to put out publicly but this is a sex party so we'll see. Personally, if nobody shows up or I am too fucked out from the night before I doubt that I will care though, Uriel's parties tend to be much cooler. the funny thing is that with all of this work and fun I am pretty sure that i will be getting laid rather hard every weekend except for those involving the red tide for awhile this summer. :) and this weekend? going to cedar point on saterday...spk hasn't been in a long time so that should be VERY fun, and shooting on sunday a girl-girl scene. she kind of looks like a twin of me, well very similar, so that should be pretty hot. If you're down in the Ohio direction next weekend though give me a holler and we might be able to hook up for work or fun. :P I was going to ramble on today about how much swingers' ads are pissing me off lately but it doesn't have the power it did when I did it the first time in my paper journal. basically the arguments I have against them lie with the fact that they all sound boringly alike with no personality or honestly...just admit you are looking for sex with women! come on, we all know that men are fine if they have to tag along but women are the real force behind swinging. also, don't say that you are looking for interesting people...please, who is looking for dull people? also, noting yourselves in some form of hot, unless it is actually the case, does not help. and don't say that you want adult friends, you don't want to go bowling with us, you want to fuck us, admit it! oh yeah and MATURE...I hate that word, MATURE...what the hell is that supposed to mean? usually it means the older end of swingers or married. We want mature couples only. well, what are immature couples? generally they are people who aren't commited enough to be married, like spk and I. I understand swinger's fears about arguments happening during sex but I hear that happens to everyone, MATURE or not. Whatever...MATURE happens to just be my personal pet peeve because it sort of implies that they don't want first timers or people my age around and ageism, ageism really pisses me off. In fact, I tend to think that is even worse than antimarried discrimination because I defend why I am not married, I cannot defend why I wasn't born twenty years ago with the rest of the freaks. arrrghhh so pet peeves. most swingers' ads then should read; We are a nice couple looking for hot, but not too hot, women to fuck. perferably women who like to lick pussy in order to perform a show. men okay if part of couple but NO SINGLE MEN WANTED. women who are good at sex but disease free perferred (how that happens don't ask) and NO BI MALE CONTACT ALLOWED EVER. Please do not apply if you are a single male, an unmarried couple, a bi male, or under the general 30s-40s range. In return we will attempt to give you as many sexual orgasms as possible until his dick wears out or she gets jealous. Furthermore, we generally only wish to meet for sexual reasons after the first date so do not plan on ever going out to that nice club we found ever again. :) and that's generally about the gist of it! wish me luck with my meeting with my advisor today. I hope that I can keep everything in my head and sound decently intelligent this time. daphne
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