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girl toy? morning again life... talking out sat's deal for the film, looks like it might be a good prospect, taping me peeing and lots of sex so it sounds like fun. spk went to the other company for an interview but my phone died before he could tell me about it so I have no idea what went on there. spk also informed me that I might be having a girl toy coming by bus today. I thought about it for awhile, she is a slavegirl that has stood him up before, and I think that it could be fun. spent part of the morning planning what I am going to do to her, you know beyond the fun girly pussy licking sessions! I think that I might advertise for a girl slave on a yahoo groups in here. maybe someone will hit me up on it, can't be any worse than the male slaves that do. still haveing issues with certain people on swappernet. not a big deal just lots of confusion. wondering if I should just change the profile but I don't care...leave it up, going to die soon anyways. hate having couples that I was talking to choose me but not him but I understand and I am telling them all about the relationship resolved. hopefully, some good will come of this. not too sure what but something. arghh slowly getting sick of the world. not that it matters, plan to go into hiding today and read. got to clear out my readings for the next few weeks to start writing papers. speaking of which, my theory prof was nice and gave me direct feedback on the last short paper I sent her and gave it a 90. I feel MUCH better about that class and now I know what to expect. hopefully the shooting in the dark will end. not entirely though because I cannot find an advisor for my thesis, everyone disavows knowledge on sex workers but SOMEONE has to be willing to explore it with me! I have never had this much trouble networking in my life. I am half decided to keep studying women's stuides for grad school and become the UM prof that deals with abberrant sexuality, i.e. sex workers, BD, swingers, all that fun stuff cause nobody here does yet. very frustrating. what is even worse is that I cannot convince my second wave mentors that a woman can honestly choose and embrace sex work as a career option when she is not poor, sexually abused, and that it can be empowering, despite their claims of her misleading herself. I almost blurted out that I was that case and dammit I feel empowered!! argh, very aggravating but it seems that I must kow tow to get my degree...or something like that. us third wavers feel that sex work can be fulfilling and if I am an extreme case so be it. I like myself and I honestly believe that there are others like me out there, despite all the life conditions that the second wavers in the department want to throw at me. SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL 69!!!!! |